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lindsey_452 in flesh_andbone

These are my snow covered dreams…this is me

Nov 17, 2006 03:54

She turned me into what I am today; she made me a better person. Not just mentally, but physically. I’ve got super strength and all the other shit, sure there’s the whole dealing with massive amounts of blinding pain during the change, but she keeps saying the pain will lessen, she never said it would stop, but then again I don’t imagine it ever ( Read more... )

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lycan_laurel November 17 2006, 10:34:02 UTC

My senses have always been heightened; I’ve always been able to tell when things weren’t right, sometimes it was my gut, being immortal, well this side of it, you could tell, evil would hang in the air, just like good would. One thing that certainly was different, I slept and could sleep hard thanks to Lindsey. Rolling over my hand brushed where he should be, his space was still a little warm, and the vague remembrance of his telling me goodbye, this was the first time I’d been without him, and I didn’t like it, didn’t like it at all, but part of me was glad he was venturing out on his on, it meant he was adapting ( ... )

lindsey_452 November 17 2006, 14:54:26 UTC

God, she looks so pretty in white. The dress is perfect…everything is perfect ( ... )

lycan_laurel November 21 2006, 05:34:57 UTC

Pulling him up in my arms, reacting to seeing him like this, I don’t really think if I’m hurting him or not. The idea of my causing him any pain burns me to my soul.

“Honey,” I do my best not to cry, the idea of losing him, scares me to the depths of my being. “Most people don’t carry silver bullets, and you have to be in the change for anyone to really do irreversible damage. “Don’t apologize please?” Attempting to put on my best smile, my nose nuzzling up against his cheek, “This like this happen, it’s okay, as long as you are okay, that’s all that matters. I just am not use to loving someone or seeing them hurt.” Cradling him, I rock back and forth. “Things might hurt like hell, but you should be all right. Can I get you anything?”

lindsey_452 November 21 2006, 06:48:44 UTC

I look up into her eyes and they’re starting to water, and I’m almost positive she’s about to cry. Seeing her like this, it’s killing me on the inside. I never want to see her cry, ever. I want to fix this and make everything better, wait a while and then propose to her and show her just how stupid and cheesy mortals are, but make her appreciate it ( ... )

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