This weekend has been nothing but one awkward moment after another. Shibbie.

There are no words to describe you. But I love it when I'm in a bad mood, and I'm bitching at you or about something completely random, and you just kiss me till I'm calm.

Life.

Midwest love affair
I bend when I am bored
Late night liquor blue
Will lead me to the floor.
Can we fake it?
Can we make believe?
I'm so full of love
It deeply sickens me.

Midwest aftermath, the rumors start to rise
Did I truly do the things that you've described?
They must hate me, every single one
It just sickens them, what I consider fun.

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My car has become nothing but one problem after another. I put so much fucking money into that thing, and it just continues to break. The radiator was severely leaking, so I had to pay 170 bucks to buy a new one. We put that in my car and it was still overheating. So I had to spend another 15 to get a new thermostat. That took care of the ( Read more... )

My unfortunate situation was good enough for one more sympathy hangout. But then I started thinking. And I realized that's all it was. Sympathy ( Read more... )

I've moved my shit from house to house five times in one week. I don't have a solid place to stay and no one to depend on for help.

MISTAKES MISTAKES MISTAKES!

Whether or not it was a cry for attention, I'm just bothered by the fact that if he had succeeded the other night, I would have been the last person he kissed.

This is a complete (I think) list of all of my sexual partners (anything sexual, which includes but is not limited to: anal, oral, and jerkoffs), and some explanations about things. I'm not giving last names and I'm going to change some of their names to protect who they are. It's under the cut, because if you read it, it's your choice. I don't ( Read more... )

THREESOME.

I've been falling back into old habits and doing things that I've not been proud of. I'm not sure that it matters anymore though. I'm losing it all and I've got no one to blame but myself.