Today was a bad day

Jan 18, 2009 03:35

You know how I know it was a bad day? My jaw still hurts from clenching my teeth.

Yeah. Joy.

whining, real life

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fallingstr12204 January 18 2009, 12:42:04 UTC
I'm sorry. That blows. I totally here where you are coming from. Just gotta hope that tomorrow is better. --_--

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Icon just because I can and because I flametwirler January 20 2009, 10:31:46 UTC
Yeah, yay irritation. Sorry to hear you know and can understand where I'm coming from though ^_-

And yes, today is better. Thanks.

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knittingknots January 18 2009, 14:57:04 UTC
Hope today is better than yesterday....

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flametwirler January 20 2009, 10:35:11 UTC
Yesterday was a bit better and today is much better thank you, but I can't believe my jaw is still sore. That must have been some major underlying tension...oi.

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doggieearlover January 18 2009, 19:00:04 UTC
I know what you mean - I would do it in my sleep and wake up with a sore jaw. When I was really stressed I'd do it to the point I developed TMJ, which hurts like hell and needs prescription anti-inflamatories to get under control.

Hope today goes better.

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flametwirler January 20 2009, 10:50:53 UTC
Wow, TMJ? That must suck. I've been suspected of having it, but never diagnosed, and it comes and goes so randomly anyhow. Meh. But anti-inflamatories? Just ick. Still happen to you?

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doggieearlover January 20 2009, 18:08:02 UTC
Yeah - it was easy enough for my doctor to diagnose. He put a finger on either side of my head where your jaw is hinged and asked me to open my mouth. I nearly screamed it hurt so badly.

It flares up when I'm under a lot of stress and grinding my teeth at night in my sleep. Fortunately, I have anti-inflamatories for my knees, so that helps keep it under control as well.

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drjmaxwell January 18 2009, 19:15:15 UTC
You can't post a teaser like that and not elaborate on what happened. It's not fair!

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flametwirler January 20 2009, 11:33:41 UTC
Ah, so you like the sordid details, eh? Haha.

Well, I hate to disappoint but there's nothing particularly interesting about it, nothing even really big in and of itself. It was just a lot of little things and a lot of family drama that finally just slowly built up and that was the overload.

Basically last straw was I felt my family was being hypocritical and disrespecting me - Yes, it was in a small way, but when they tried to laugh it off that wasn't winning any brownie points. Plus they only get offended if I try to say something (just to give you an idea they were actually irritated at me for being in a bad mood that day) and so I've learned it's best to just ignore it. I guess every now and again the pent up frustrations come out. Meh.

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valdemar303 January 19 2009, 00:18:49 UTC
Some years ago I was suffering of horrible nightmares and every morning for about 3 months I woke up with blood on my hands because I kept my fists so closed that I hurt myself in my sleep. That was until I started cutting my nails so short that I couldn't really do it anymore.
I don't have anymore nightmares but even now I cut my nails ludicrously short and sometimes I still wake up with my fists clenched shut and I know that that would be a very unpleasant day from the start.
Hope you'll find soon some kind of remedy!

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flametwirler January 19 2009, 23:27:56 UTC
Yeah, I had one friend who'd wake himself up because he was punching the wall above the head of his bed. The odd things we do, ne?

I've heard of people scratching themselves in their sleep but not closing their fists so hard their nails broke though! That's tough. So how'd you go through a change that you don't have nightmares anymore?

I go through phases where I grind my teeth in my sleep but I've been good on that account lately, but I do it while awake so rarely anymore that it took me by surprise. Oh well.

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valdemar303 January 20 2009, 01:29:51 UTC
actually I was waking up because It hurt like hell!
Though I think it was just the first times that I broke trough the skin and then I kept scratching the crust of the first wound so that for months it wasn't able to heal.

I don't really know why I don't have so many nightmares anymore.
they were triggered by the death of my grandma who lived with me, and they finished progressively when I moved in another city to study.
I always thought that that was one of the main reasons why I can sleep better now even if now and then I still wake up with my hand sore though I can't recall what I dreamed when before the nightmares was so vivid that seemed real.

I liked to keep my nails long and painted, if you'd see my hands now you'll think I bite my nails!

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