every night we learn new things

[fitz_clementine]

I didn't know it was possible to feel such acute, intense self-hatred that that alone could render you unable to fall asleep.

I wish I could literally crawl out of my body.

Comments

[legendary_zelda]

Did anything in particular bring this on, or is just a turn of the emotional cycle?

:(

[fitz_clementine]

Mostly the second one. There were precipitating factors, I guess, but the way I've ended up feeling is totally disproportionate to anything that actually happened. :P

[legendary_zelda]

Oh, okay. I've had that happen to me too. Sometimes I get stuck on thinking about something that went wrong in the past, and I can't get myself unstuck until I've had this little mental inner drama about it and obsessed it out of my system. Normally I enjoy perseveration, but not over things like that.

[signifiers]

I love you. If you want to talk, I'll be up for a bit.

[lumiere42]

*sympathy*