Yeah it's mostly the writhing around in fetal position pain at this point that I'm tired of as opposed to actively wanting to do anything about my life situation, which has drastically improved lately. I've been having flare ups and today's been especially bad. I'm hoping they figure SOMETHING out or get sick of me and dope me up really well at least.
I was having my version of light pain of the symptoms today and it felt like my fallopian tubes were being torn like a piece of paper. It's when the egg is ripping through my ovary that is the worst, and has been since I started menstruating. Since the movement of eggs can be varied, and the pain, and the doctors seem to be clueless about your pain, it seems like a likely culprit - especially since eggs are considered normal, not evil cancerous tumors of doom. I'm on day thirteen since the end of my last period, and my three primary things I noticed today for ovulation were 1) the cervical fluid (yeah yeah tmi) 2) the very specific type of pain 3) I felt like SHIT, the hormones seriously fuck my head over, I've been on the verge of bursting into hysterical tears and/or cutting myself since I woke up, I can feel the hormone change all over my body and it sucks, the mood stabilizer medication can't combat the hormone bullshit.
what i mean is, I really kind of hope that if it hasn't been considered, this is what's causing all your pain, because then at least you'll know what's driving you insane.
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Yeah it's mostly the writhing around in fetal position pain at this point that I'm tired of as opposed to actively wanting to do anything about my life situation, which has drastically improved lately. I've been having flare ups and today's been especially bad. I'm hoping they figure SOMETHING out or get sick of me and dope me up really well at least.
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Is there any chance of you going to a different hospital? Seeing a different specialist? Murdering your doctors?
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