I'm really good at getting sucked into the game and knowing that I should be aware of both myself and my surroundings and make decisions and (yes, not just make by also) ACT on those decisions..... because (as i've told myself and been told by others time and time again): self control, self control, self control ( ( Read more... )

Yesterday Lizzy and I woke up and watched Fever Pitch (so I wouldn't have to face the world.... for a few more hours...) and it made me sooooooo happy. Not really because it's a good movie (it's not) but BOSTON! Awwww ( Read more... )

tattoos and pants on a thursday?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesssss

I miss dancing and my dancers and Dave (though it makes me happy when he calls me) and I miss fall (harvest tour, cider parties, starting banbury, weather ( Read more... )

i have SOOOO many mosquito bites from watching the porch breathe and realizing that nothing is ever still
and everything was really dead (sad) or really alive (beautiful!)
and molly made music
and i stayed by myself a lot
Kroger.......
awesome

i like it
i like it a lot

hangovers + 9am biology = the worst fucking thing ever
and i don't get hangovers....
whatttttt the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

things real weird
LIKE THE NEW LJ FORMAT
dude, my internet addictions are rebelling

there is an old timey jam session at java monkey every other wednesday ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
it only took, what- 2 days???
they (sort of) fixed facebook! yay!

last night was.... real bad. real real bad. and I'm basically the biggest asshole in the world because I can't make things work even though I really really want to. And if she can, why can't I? She's so sure it could work but I'm just not capable because I SUCK basically and so now I just have to live with that but I can't. Why did I have to come ( Read more... )

my bed has never been so soft... and 8am has never been soooo early............. (such a lie... but it really feels like it this tiiiiime!)

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh