[fic] Forbidden Fruit Chapter 3
I'm starting to wonder if thia fic is going to be too much for people, it's the thrid chapter and there as already been three sex scenes. I'm senseing a it of a theme with this one. I have to admit, I'm having a blast writing it, maybe a little too much fun as I let my imagination run wild and the scenes get a little more hot and heavy then I intended them to be when I started the chapter. Things do get sorted out though, as Ueda finally comes to a realization and things with Kame get more sorted out. I recently looked up the definition of Erotica, and it's definied as a story where sex advances the storyline, which is fits this fic perfectly. Okay enough from me, sorry for making you all read my 'precoffee and only been awake for a half an hour rambles'.
Title: Forbidden Fruit
Author: fireside_story
Chapter: 3/?
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,360
Genre: Erotica
Pairings: Kameda, Ryoda
Disclaimer: I do not have any connections to Johnny's Entertainment or any of its members past or present. I write this story for my own pleasure and make no profit from it.
Summary: Ueda is bisexual and Kame is straight, but after one lustful passion filled morning Kame is willing to experiment. Will Ueda be able to hide his feelings for the younger man as Kame figures out his sexual orientation, or will it all be too much for him to handle.
Warnings: sexual content, language.
Beta'd: Only by me, in my precoffee just woke up state.
Three weeks had passed and things were finally starting to return to normal with Ueda and Kame. Kame no longer looked awkward and uncomfortable when he talked to Ueda, and they had even started talking about girls again, pointing out to each other when they saw a particularly good looking one while filming on location. The one thing that was different was the way Kame looked at Ueda, he couldn't really explain it, it just wasn't the same. There had also been times that Ueda had caught Kame checking him over, very similar to how Ueda checked over Ryo, but whenever Kame realized he was caught he'd look away and distract himself with something else.
Then there was the topic of Ryo, he had become more clingy to Ueda over the last three weeks, confirming Ueda's suspicion that Ryo's feelings for him went much deeper then fantastic sex. Almost every day Ryo had texted him, always with a different request. He'd asked him to dinner, and the movies, basically he'd asked him out on dates. When their affair had first started Ueda promised himself he wouldn't date Ryo, mainly because of his connection to a certain ex-group member. Ueda and Jin had stopped getting along years ago, and Ueda really didn't want to have to deal with the other man if he didn't have to. Ryo had always just been a way to get good sex when Ueda couldn't find it anywhere else. He knew it sounded cold and that he was using the other man, but he felt it necessary to stop him being dragged back to the one person that turned him into a person he really didn't like being. Ueda had actually only intended Ryo to be a one night stand, their affair starting after Jin had left the group, somehow it had turned into a one night stand that had lasted almost four years.
Ueda sighed, running his hand through his hair as he read the latest text from Ryo. The six of us are going out to dinner, you wanna join? Ueda knew 'the six of us' meant Yamapi, Shirota, Toma, Jin, Meisa and Ryo, the exact group Ueda wanted nothing to do with, and now he was being asked to join. Leaning back in his chair, he read the message again, trying to figure out the best way to turn Ryo down, and coming to the conclusion that he had been toying with. It was time to end his affair, since Ryo wanted the part of Ueda he had promised himself the other man would never have. Ueda wasn't looking forward to it, he felt he had no choice, but he wouldn't do it tonight. He had just had one of those days Ueda hated about his job, a day filled with meetings, and Ueda was tired, stiff from sitting in plastic chairs all day and incredibly thankful he had the next day off. He would talk to Ryo about their affair later, now he just needed an excuse to say no.
Ueda locked his phone, rubbing his temples with his finger tips. Maybe if he just ignored the message, Ryo would get both hints and he wouldn't have to do anything. It was a nice thought, but Ueda doubted it would work. It was also a coward's way out, and Ueda didn't want to have to stoop that low.
"Everything okay?" Kame asked sitting in the chair next to Ueda, snapping him out of his musings.
Ueda shifted in his chair, trying to get some feeling back into his legs, "yeah, I just got a dinner invitation I really didn't want."
"Because your tired and want to go home, or because of something else?" Kame asked looking slightly concerned.
"Because of the other people going. They're people I promised myself I wouldn't have anything to do with." Ueda answered raising his arms over his head to stretch his tired back.
Kame looked down at his hands, almost as if he thought he shouldn't be asking the next question, but he did anyways, "so what would you say if I asked you to dinner?"
Ueda stopped midstretch, Kame's question catching him by surprise. Letting his arms drop back into his lap, Ueda looked at the younger man, "you sure that's a good idea?"
Kame shrugged, his left shoulder, "I honestly don't know. What I do know is I've missed our dinners. It got to the point where I looked forward to them every week, and I miss not having them. Do you not want to?"
"I honestly thought they were over, after what happened last time." Ueda commented, looking Kame over for his reaction. It was the first time in three weeks that they had actually talked about them having sex.
Kame looked away for a moment, taking a breath before bringing his eyes back to Ueda, "I just want to have dinner with my friend again. What do you say?"
Ueda smiled sadly, Kame still wouldn't talk about it which hurt more then Ueda cared to admit. "I say, not tonight."
Kame nodded, not liking the answer but he had known it was a possibility when he had asked.
Ueda got up, slinging his workout duffle bag over his shoulder, "we need to learn how to be friends again before we start going out for dinners again. We need to take it one step at a time."
And I need to give myself time to get over you, Ueda added as a mental thought watching Kame stand as well.
"I'll see you in a few days then?" Kame asked, looking a little rejected.
Ueda gave him a small smile, "I'll see you in a few days."
Ueda left the room and headed towards his car before he was able to change his mind. Pressing the button to unlock his car, Ueda noticed Kame's car parked next to his. Now he was more determined to leave, and quickly. He didn't want to see Kame again since he knew he'd change his mind about dinner. He also missed their outings, but he knew Kame wasn't ready for them yet. Getting into the driver's seat, Ueda placed his bag in the passenger side seat, then slipped the key into the ignition. He turned the key, and nothing happened. He tried turning the key again, and heard the engine try to turn over, but that was it. Gripping the top of the steering wheel, Ueda rested his forehead on the back of his hands.
He was startled into sitting up when he heard someone tap on the driver's side door. Looking up he saw Kame standing there smiling at him. Ueda opened the door, since the automatic windows weren't going to work, and glared at the other man for looking so happy.
"So what about going to dinner now?" Kame asked looking as if all of his luck at just changed.
Ueda had to admit, he really enjoyed dinner. After Kame had waited with him for the tow truck to arrive and pick up his car, he had taken Ueda to the usual British style pub they always went to. They loved the different style of food, and it was different then anything they had experienced. They had sat at their usual booth in the back, but this time, stayed after they were finished eating and talked until the pub was getting ready to close. Ueda had been having such a good time, he hadn't even noticed when Kame had driven them to his apartment instead of taking Ueda home. Now Ueda was standing in the entryway of Kame's apartment feeling like it was a huge mistake he was there.
Taking off his shoes, Ueda slowly followed Kame into his bedroom, Kame talking the whole time. Sitting on the bed, Kame turned to find Ueda standing in the doorway looking incredibly uncomfortable.
"You coming or are you going to stand there all night?" Kame joked, as if nothing had never happened between them.
"I really don't think I should," Ueda answered. "Maybe I should just call a cab and go home."
"Nonsense, plus I'm going to take you to the mechanics tomorrow. This is what we do remember Tatsuya." Kame stated sitting back on the bed so he rested his back on the headboard.
That was before we had amazing sex, Ueda added mentally. He wanted to join Kame in that bed, but he knew it was for a different reason then the other man wanted.
"Do you have your glasses here?" Kame asked suddenly, catching Ueda off guard who added to answer.
"Then take out your contacts and come to bed. Please." Kame pleaded, rubbing his hand over then bed beside him.
Ueda sighed, nodding against his better judgment. Walking back into the hall, he grabbed his glasses from inside the duffle bag then headed into the bathroom. He removed his contacts, putting them away in the case Kame had bought over a month ago, putting on his glasses he turned out the bathroom light then headed back into the bedroom. Stopping at the door, Ueda took a moment to look over Kame as he laid under the covers waiting for Ueda to return. Turning out the bedroom light, Ueda walked over to the bed. Placing his glasses on the bedside table, Ueda looked down, smiling when he noticed Kame was holding the covers up for him to crawl under.
Settling under the covers, Ueda laid on his side looking over the other man as his eyes adjusted to the darkness. Kame's bed was fairly small, forcing them to be close to begin with. Ueda couldn't help but smile, feeling Kame's arm wrap around his waist and pulling him closer to the younger man, until their heads were sharing the same pillow. Once his eyes had adjusted and he could see, Ueda noticed Kame look back at him in the darkness. The two of them stared at each other in silence, before they both closed the remaining distance between them, their lips meeting in a series of light kisses.
Deepening the kiss, Kame turned Ueda onto his back, settling himself between Ueda's legs. Moaning into Kame's mouth, Ueda thread his fingers through Kame's hair as their tongues meshed together. Feeling Kame lifting his shirt up, Ueda broke the kiss, the two men panting slightly as they looked at each other.
Ueda swallowed before he was able to speak in a hoarse whisper, "you sure about this?"
Kame nodded before kissing Ueda again. Breaking the kiss, Kame leaned down, whispering into Ueda's ear. "I want you. I want to explore every inch of your incredible body. I want to slip deep inside you, and pound into you until your forget your own name. Then after your recover, I plan on starting all over again."
Ueda shivered, being incredibly turned on by Kame's words, and the feeling of his calloused hands moving over his chest. Swiftly pulling Ueda's shirt over his head, Kame trailed his lips and tongue over his chest. Ueda gasped with pleasure as Kame's lips took in his right nipple, sucking at the nib until it was hard and stiff. Leaving the nipple, Kame trailed the tip of his tongue down the ridge between Ueda's muscles, until he met the top of Ueda's jeans. Crawling back up Ueda's body, Kame planted a heated kiss on the other man's lips before sitting up.
Ueda sat up, helping Kame out of his shirt. Taking hold of Kame's hand, Ueda pulled them off the bed until they were standing. Looking Kame in the eye, Ueda reached out and began undoing the other man's belt and jeans, never once breaking eye contact even when Kame stared doing to same on him. Once all the fastenings were undone, Ueda took a step closer, running his hands down the back of Kame's boxers, until he felt the fabric fall off the other man's body. Ueda smiled like the Cheshire Cat feeling his own clothing falling to the floor. Stepping out of his pants and boxers, Ueda moved even closer to Kame, pressing their bodies together, both men gasping as their erections met.
Leaning down, Kame caught Ueda's lips in a kiss filled with desire, both men's hands roaming over every part of the other's bodies they could reach. Ueda broke the kiss, left hand lightly making it's way down the front of Kame's body,
"I have a bit of a confession," Ueda teased, fingers agonizingly close to Kame's throbbing member.
Kame lightly groaned, his own hand reaching down to grab Ueda's ass. He'd always loved how the tight muscle was moulded to fit perfectly in his hand.
"And what's that?" Kame teased back, using the hand on Ueda's ass to angle the other man so their erections met again.
Ueda gasped, tightening the hold his had on Kame from his right arm that was hooked around Kame's neck. Blinking rapidly, Ueda decided two could play this game and up the stakes a little. Running his finger lightly over Kame's shaft, Ueda leaned in to whisper against his lips, "I really like this part of you."
Kame let out a shuddered sigh across Ueda's lips, swallowing before he was able to answer, "I noticed that."
"No I mean I really like it," Ueda emphasised, lapping Kame's bottom lip with his tongue. "I love of the feel of it, so thick and smooth, up my ass or in my hand." Ueda finished taking hold of Kame's cock.
Kame cried out as Ueda's long fingers wrapped around him. Resting his forehead against Ueda's, he took hold of his lover's ass with both hands and began to move his hips, forcing the other man to jerk him off.
Ueda tightened his grip on Kame's cock, stopping the other man's movements so he could continue, "it makes me wonder how you'd feel in my mouth, and how you'd taste."
"Tatsuya, I can't really do the whole cryptic teasing with you holding my dick like this," Kame stated, kneading the muscles of Ueda's ass with both hands in order to stop himself from moving.
Ueda kissed the other man, deciding to cut to the chase, since he wasn't getting the hint, "I want taste you, I want to suck you off and drink your seed as you come in my mouth." Ueda started being cut off as Kame crushed his mouth with his own in a fierce kiss.
Kame pulled away almost at rough as the kiss has started, he was so close to climax that he didn't care how he got there, just that he did, "do it."
Ueda kissed Kame again swiftly before settling himself on his knees. Lapping his tongue at the precum leaking from Kame's length, Ueda secured his lips around the crown, then slowly took in all of Kame's cock until he felt the tip hit the back of his throat. Ueda's head swirled, grabbing hold of Kame's hips, as every sense was filled with the feel, taste and smell of the other man. Pulling back until his lips were around just the crown again, Ueda began to take in the organ again, moaning at the feel of Kame's thickness in his mouth. Gripping Kame's hips tighter, Ueda closed his eyes, letting desire and instinct take over until he was sucking the other man off roughly, and if the way Kame was groaning Ueda could tell the other man liked it rough. Ueda pulled out again, placing a light kiss, on the crown of Kame's cock before taking it in again, but it was too much for the other man, as Kame reached his peak, spilling his seed half in Ueda's mouth and half down his chin and onto his chest. Ueda drank all that he could before standing up again, only to have Kame take him into his arms, grabbing his ass and grinding their hips together until he was hard again.
Ueda pushed away, settling himself back on the bed, lying back propped up on his elbows and legs wide apart in invitation. Running his finger across his chin, Ueda caught some of Kame's seed that was there before sticking it in his mouth and sucking the finger clean.
"How do I taste?" Kame asked, voice thick with lust.
"Delicious. I'm falling even more in love with your cock because of it." Ueda replied, eyed travelling down to the organ in question that was glistening with precum once again.
Kame stood at the bed looking over the incredible person before him. With the rays of moonlight catching his skin, Ueda looked good enough to eat. Without thinking Kame kneeled on the bed between Ueda's legs, wrapped his arm around his back and began lapping up the semen that was shining on his chest. Kame didn't care that it was his own, the taste of him on Ueda's skin was enough to drive him wild.
Ueda hung his head back and cried out as Kame's tongue ran over him. He had never been so turned on in his life and by the time Kame's lips met his own Ueda desperately needed the other man deep inside him. Moving his arm, Kame laid Ueda against the mattress, Reaching over, Kame yanked open the drawer where the lube was, and took out the tube. Sitting up, Kame rested his feet in the floor to stop himself from falling. His bed was only made for one person, and with them laying across it's width, it didn't leave a lot of room to manoeuvre. Popping open the lid, Kame squirted some onto his fingers, coating three of them. Last time they were together Ueda had stretched himself whenever he had needed it, now it was Kame's turn. Placing a finger at Ueda's entrance, he slid his finger slowly into his lover.
Ueda arched his back, shaking his head. Though it felt amazing to have a part of Kame inside him, he was taking too long and being too careful. "Harder."
Kame ran kisses along the side of Ueda's neck, his inexperience in this case finally showing. "I don't want to hurt you," he whispered.
Ueda felt his heat melt, and it made him fall for this man even more. Lifting Kame's head out of the crook of his neck, Ueda looked him in the eye with a wicked smile. "But I like it when it hurts."
Kame quirked an eyebrow, even in the darkness he caught the twinkle in Ueda's eyes. A smile slowly spreading, Kame rammed his two other fingers into Ueda entrance, causing the other man to arch his back and cry out in painful pleasure.
Lying back down on the bed, Ueda caught his breath enough to whisper, "Fucking hell, Kazuya. Do that again."
Kame caught Ueda's lips in a kiss as he rammed his fingers inside his lover again and again, until Ueda's short nails were raking down his back leaving red welts in there wake. Somehow Kame even managed to squeeze more lube into his fingers one handed and coat himself with it. Removing his fingers completely, Kame positioned himself then thrust inside Ueda without missing a beat of the rhythm he had created.
Ueda cried out in Kame's mouth as the other man moved inside him roughly, using his feet on the floor as extra leverage to drive deeper inside Ueda. Each inward thrust, Ueda's hips met perfectly, driving them both closer to the edge then they'd like. The bed creaked as the two moved frantically with each other, moans and groans coming from their joined lips. Sweat dripped down both their bodies, adding a slickness to their movements.
Wrapping Ueda's legs around his waist, Kame took hold of his lover's hips and with one last thrust brought them both over the edge. Ueda dug his fingers in Kame's hair, screaming into the other man's mouth as wave after wave of pure pleasure coursed through him. Finally breaking the kiss, Kame rested his head in the crook of Ueda's shoulder, pulling himself out fully from his lover's body.
Ueda drew lazy circles on Kame's back as the two of them recovered. Swallowing a few times to make his voice work, he was finally able to hoarsely whisper, "that was the best sex I ever had."
Kame lifted his head, looking down at the man under him, running his fingers through Ueda's sweat soaked hair. "You sound awful."
Slowly detaching himself from Ueda's limbs, Kame stood up on unsteady legs at first, then left the bedroom. Ueda shifted so he was propped up with some pillows against the headboard. Looking to his left he noticed the sun had started to rise, it was almost too much to believe that he had spend half the night having fantastic sex with Kame. Hearing footsteps padding back towards the bedroom, Ueda looked to the doorway as Kame walked back towards the bed, completely naked, holding out a glass of water for him. Ueda didn't say anything as he accepted the glass, instead he allowed his eyes to pass over Kame's naked body and let his show in his eyes just how sexy he found the other man.
Kame smiled at the look Ueda gave him as he settled against the headboard himself. Taking a sip of water, Ueda looked over the man before him, noticing the look on his face. Kame had been thinking again, and Ueda starting to steal himself against the rejection he figured he was going to get again.
"I'm confused," Kame stated suddenly, bringing Ueda's attention away from lower parts of his body and to his face.
Taking a few sips of water, Ueda cleared his throat before being able to talk again. He didn't think he had done that much screaming, but apparently he was wrong. "About what?"
Kame looked down at his hands for a moment, as if to steal himself for what he was about to say next. "You say you aren't gay, but then we have sex."
Putting his glass on the bedside table, Ueda picked up his glasses and put them on before turning to Kame with a soft smile, "I'm bisexual."
"Bisexual," Kame repeated as if the concept was foreign to him, which Ueda realized it was. He felt a little bad to be tearing down Kame's walls about his sexuality, but it took two people to have sex, and Kame had definably just done it with him.
Ueda nodded, reaching to take another sip of water as Kame processed everything.
Kame looked over then man beside him, feeling as if he was learning about him all over again. "When did you know?"
"When did I know. or when did I accept it?" Ueda countered before taking another sip of water.
Kame looked confused again, making Ueda think just how adorable and innocent he looked, "aren't they the same thing?"
"No," Ueda laughed shaking his head. "I had my first crush on another guy when I was fifteen, my English Teacher at the time to be exact, but I didn't accept it and label it as 'bisexual' until I was in my early twenties."
Kame nodded again, allowing Ueda to take more sips of water before continuing with the questions. "How did you figure it out?"
Ueda shrugged his left shoulder, 'I experimented. If someone showed me interest during high school I pursued it. I found other guys that were in the same situation and we fooled around. By the time I graduated I think I had either jerked off or sucked off half the guys at my school." Ueda explained before adding as an afterthought, "I even ended up sucking off the English Teacher I liked so much."
"Seriously?!" Kame asked shocked at that confession.
Ueda nodded, "not my finest hour, but I passed his class with the highest mark."
Kame sat shocked for a few moments before getting up the courage to ask his next question, "would you be willing to let me experiment?"
"You mean with me?" Ueda asked eyes wide with surprise.
Kame reached over and took the glass from Ueda, placing it on the bedside table on his side of the bed. Reaching over he pulled Ueda into his arms, looking down at him. "You are the only man who I've ever thought about doing these things with. You make me curious about so many things, you told me you'd show me the ropes, I'm just taking you up on that offer."
Ueda smiled, kissing the man before him, straddling his lap. "So you're saying you want to use me for sex."
Running his hands up Ueda back, Kame marvelled at the way his muscles moved under that silky skin. "I'm saying to want you to be willing for me to figure things out."
Ueda leaned down, placing another kiss on Kame's lips, this one more heated then the last. "so you're saying you want to use me for sex."
Kame shrugged, "and other things," he admitted before kissing Ueda.
Ueda groaned into Kame's mouth, hips starting to grind into the ones below him. He could feel that Kame was turned on, looked like it was going to be another day they spend in bed. "I'm glad we're on the same page now." he ended in a gasp as Kame took hold of his shaft.
"I have your word, I can do whatever I want to you whenever I want?" Kame asked jerking Ueda slowly in order to drive him crazy.
Ueda rested his hands on Kame's shoulders, panting with pleasure he nodded. He'd agree to pretty much anything at that moment, as long as Kame got him off.
Kame smiled, knowing he had Ueda exactly where he wanted him, "Good. Now to thank you for this..." he trailed off flirtatiously jerking Ueda off harder.
Ueda cried out, kissing Kame as he jerked him off until he exploded all over Kame's hand. Only then did he realize he had just agreed to basically be fuck buddies with the man he was in love with. There was more then a million ways this whole thing could go horribly wrong.
Title: Forbidden Fruit
Author: fireside_story
Chapter: 3/?
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,360
Genre: Erotica
Pairings: Kameda, Ryoda
Disclaimer: I do not have any connections to Johnny's Entertainment or any of its members past or present. I write this story for my own pleasure and make no profit from it.
Summary: Ueda is bisexual and Kame is straight, but after one lustful passion filled morning Kame is willing to experiment. Will Ueda be able to hide his feelings for the younger man as Kame figures out his sexual orientation, or will it all be too much for him to handle.
Warnings: sexual content, language.
Beta'd: Only by me, in my precoffee just woke up state.
Three weeks had passed and things were finally starting to return to normal with Ueda and Kame. Kame no longer looked awkward and uncomfortable when he talked to Ueda, and they had even started talking about girls again, pointing out to each other when they saw a particularly good looking one while filming on location. The one thing that was different was the way Kame looked at Ueda, he couldn't really explain it, it just wasn't the same. There had also been times that Ueda had caught Kame checking him over, very similar to how Ueda checked over Ryo, but whenever Kame realized he was caught he'd look away and distract himself with something else.
Then there was the topic of Ryo, he had become more clingy to Ueda over the last three weeks, confirming Ueda's suspicion that Ryo's feelings for him went much deeper then fantastic sex. Almost every day Ryo had texted him, always with a different request. He'd asked him to dinner, and the movies, basically he'd asked him out on dates. When their affair had first started Ueda promised himself he wouldn't date Ryo, mainly because of his connection to a certain ex-group member. Ueda and Jin had stopped getting along years ago, and Ueda really didn't want to have to deal with the other man if he didn't have to. Ryo had always just been a way to get good sex when Ueda couldn't find it anywhere else. He knew it sounded cold and that he was using the other man, but he felt it necessary to stop him being dragged back to the one person that turned him into a person he really didn't like being. Ueda had actually only intended Ryo to be a one night stand, their affair starting after Jin had left the group, somehow it had turned into a one night stand that had lasted almost four years.
Ueda sighed, running his hand through his hair as he read the latest text from Ryo. The six of us are going out to dinner, you wanna join? Ueda knew 'the six of us' meant Yamapi, Shirota, Toma, Jin, Meisa and Ryo, the exact group Ueda wanted nothing to do with, and now he was being asked to join. Leaning back in his chair, he read the message again, trying to figure out the best way to turn Ryo down, and coming to the conclusion that he had been toying with. It was time to end his affair, since Ryo wanted the part of Ueda he had promised himself the other man would never have. Ueda wasn't looking forward to it, he felt he had no choice, but he wouldn't do it tonight. He had just had one of those days Ueda hated about his job, a day filled with meetings, and Ueda was tired, stiff from sitting in plastic chairs all day and incredibly thankful he had the next day off. He would talk to Ryo about their affair later, now he just needed an excuse to say no.
Ueda locked his phone, rubbing his temples with his finger tips. Maybe if he just ignored the message, Ryo would get both hints and he wouldn't have to do anything. It was a nice thought, but Ueda doubted it would work. It was also a coward's way out, and Ueda didn't want to have to stoop that low.
"Everything okay?" Kame asked sitting in the chair next to Ueda, snapping him out of his musings.
Ueda shifted in his chair, trying to get some feeling back into his legs, "yeah, I just got a dinner invitation I really didn't want."
"Because your tired and want to go home, or because of something else?" Kame asked looking slightly concerned.
"Because of the other people going. They're people I promised myself I wouldn't have anything to do with." Ueda answered raising his arms over his head to stretch his tired back.
Kame looked down at his hands, almost as if he thought he shouldn't be asking the next question, but he did anyways, "so what would you say if I asked you to dinner?"
Ueda stopped midstretch, Kame's question catching him by surprise. Letting his arms drop back into his lap, Ueda looked at the younger man, "you sure that's a good idea?"
Kame shrugged, his left shoulder, "I honestly don't know. What I do know is I've missed our dinners. It got to the point where I looked forward to them every week, and I miss not having them. Do you not want to?"
"I honestly thought they were over, after what happened last time." Ueda commented, looking Kame over for his reaction. It was the first time in three weeks that they had actually talked about them having sex.
Kame looked away for a moment, taking a breath before bringing his eyes back to Ueda, "I just want to have dinner with my friend again. What do you say?"
Ueda smiled sadly, Kame still wouldn't talk about it which hurt more then Ueda cared to admit. "I say, not tonight."
Kame nodded, not liking the answer but he had known it was a possibility when he had asked.
Ueda got up, slinging his workout duffle bag over his shoulder, "we need to learn how to be friends again before we start going out for dinners again. We need to take it one step at a time."
And I need to give myself time to get over you, Ueda added as a mental thought watching Kame stand as well.
"I'll see you in a few days then?" Kame asked, looking a little rejected.
Ueda gave him a small smile, "I'll see you in a few days."
Ueda left the room and headed towards his car before he was able to change his mind. Pressing the button to unlock his car, Ueda noticed Kame's car parked next to his. Now he was more determined to leave, and quickly. He didn't want to see Kame again since he knew he'd change his mind about dinner. He also missed their outings, but he knew Kame wasn't ready for them yet. Getting into the driver's seat, Ueda placed his bag in the passenger side seat, then slipped the key into the ignition. He turned the key, and nothing happened. He tried turning the key again, and heard the engine try to turn over, but that was it. Gripping the top of the steering wheel, Ueda rested his forehead on the back of his hands.
He was startled into sitting up when he heard someone tap on the driver's side door. Looking up he saw Kame standing there smiling at him. Ueda opened the door, since the automatic windows weren't going to work, and glared at the other man for looking so happy.
"So what about going to dinner now?" Kame asked looking as if all of his luck at just changed.
Ueda had to admit, he really enjoyed dinner. After Kame had waited with him for the tow truck to arrive and pick up his car, he had taken Ueda to the usual British style pub they always went to. They loved the different style of food, and it was different then anything they had experienced. They had sat at their usual booth in the back, but this time, stayed after they were finished eating and talked until the pub was getting ready to close. Ueda had been having such a good time, he hadn't even noticed when Kame had driven them to his apartment instead of taking Ueda home. Now Ueda was standing in the entryway of Kame's apartment feeling like it was a huge mistake he was there.
Taking off his shoes, Ueda slowly followed Kame into his bedroom, Kame talking the whole time. Sitting on the bed, Kame turned to find Ueda standing in the doorway looking incredibly uncomfortable.
"You coming or are you going to stand there all night?" Kame joked, as if nothing had never happened between them.
"I really don't think I should," Ueda answered. "Maybe I should just call a cab and go home."
"Nonsense, plus I'm going to take you to the mechanics tomorrow. This is what we do remember Tatsuya." Kame stated sitting back on the bed so he rested his back on the headboard.
That was before we had amazing sex, Ueda added mentally. He wanted to join Kame in that bed, but he knew it was for a different reason then the other man wanted.
"Do you have your glasses here?" Kame asked suddenly, catching Ueda off guard who added to answer.
"Then take out your contacts and come to bed. Please." Kame pleaded, rubbing his hand over then bed beside him.
Ueda sighed, nodding against his better judgment. Walking back into the hall, he grabbed his glasses from inside the duffle bag then headed into the bathroom. He removed his contacts, putting them away in the case Kame had bought over a month ago, putting on his glasses he turned out the bathroom light then headed back into the bedroom. Stopping at the door, Ueda took a moment to look over Kame as he laid under the covers waiting for Ueda to return. Turning out the bedroom light, Ueda walked over to the bed. Placing his glasses on the bedside table, Ueda looked down, smiling when he noticed Kame was holding the covers up for him to crawl under.
Settling under the covers, Ueda laid on his side looking over the other man as his eyes adjusted to the darkness. Kame's bed was fairly small, forcing them to be close to begin with. Ueda couldn't help but smile, feeling Kame's arm wrap around his waist and pulling him closer to the younger man, until their heads were sharing the same pillow. Once his eyes had adjusted and he could see, Ueda noticed Kame look back at him in the darkness. The two of them stared at each other in silence, before they both closed the remaining distance between them, their lips meeting in a series of light kisses.
Deepening the kiss, Kame turned Ueda onto his back, settling himself between Ueda's legs. Moaning into Kame's mouth, Ueda thread his fingers through Kame's hair as their tongues meshed together. Feeling Kame lifting his shirt up, Ueda broke the kiss, the two men panting slightly as they looked at each other.
Ueda swallowed before he was able to speak in a hoarse whisper, "you sure about this?"
Kame nodded before kissing Ueda again. Breaking the kiss, Kame leaned down, whispering into Ueda's ear. "I want you. I want to explore every inch of your incredible body. I want to slip deep inside you, and pound into you until your forget your own name. Then after your recover, I plan on starting all over again."
Ueda shivered, being incredibly turned on by Kame's words, and the feeling of his calloused hands moving over his chest. Swiftly pulling Ueda's shirt over his head, Kame trailed his lips and tongue over his chest. Ueda gasped with pleasure as Kame's lips took in his right nipple, sucking at the nib until it was hard and stiff. Leaving the nipple, Kame trailed the tip of his tongue down the ridge between Ueda's muscles, until he met the top of Ueda's jeans. Crawling back up Ueda's body, Kame planted a heated kiss on the other man's lips before sitting up.
Ueda sat up, helping Kame out of his shirt. Taking hold of Kame's hand, Ueda pulled them off the bed until they were standing. Looking Kame in the eye, Ueda reached out and began undoing the other man's belt and jeans, never once breaking eye contact even when Kame stared doing to same on him. Once all the fastenings were undone, Ueda took a step closer, running his hands down the back of Kame's boxers, until he felt the fabric fall off the other man's body. Ueda smiled like the Cheshire Cat feeling his own clothing falling to the floor. Stepping out of his pants and boxers, Ueda moved even closer to Kame, pressing their bodies together, both men gasping as their erections met.
Leaning down, Kame caught Ueda's lips in a kiss filled with desire, both men's hands roaming over every part of the other's bodies they could reach. Ueda broke the kiss, left hand lightly making it's way down the front of Kame's body,
"I have a bit of a confession," Ueda teased, fingers agonizingly close to Kame's throbbing member.
Kame lightly groaned, his own hand reaching down to grab Ueda's ass. He'd always loved how the tight muscle was moulded to fit perfectly in his hand.
"And what's that?" Kame teased back, using the hand on Ueda's ass to angle the other man so their erections met again.
Ueda gasped, tightening the hold his had on Kame from his right arm that was hooked around Kame's neck. Blinking rapidly, Ueda decided two could play this game and up the stakes a little. Running his finger lightly over Kame's shaft, Ueda leaned in to whisper against his lips, "I really like this part of you."
Kame let out a shuddered sigh across Ueda's lips, swallowing before he was able to answer, "I noticed that."
"No I mean I really like it," Ueda emphasised, lapping Kame's bottom lip with his tongue. "I love of the feel of it, so thick and smooth, up my ass or in my hand." Ueda finished taking hold of Kame's cock.
Kame cried out as Ueda's long fingers wrapped around him. Resting his forehead against Ueda's, he took hold of his lover's ass with both hands and began to move his hips, forcing the other man to jerk him off.
Ueda tightened his grip on Kame's cock, stopping the other man's movements so he could continue, "it makes me wonder how you'd feel in my mouth, and how you'd taste."
"Tatsuya, I can't really do the whole cryptic teasing with you holding my dick like this," Kame stated, kneading the muscles of Ueda's ass with both hands in order to stop himself from moving.
Ueda kissed the other man, deciding to cut to the chase, since he wasn't getting the hint, "I want taste you, I want to suck you off and drink your seed as you come in my mouth." Ueda started being cut off as Kame crushed his mouth with his own in a fierce kiss.
Kame pulled away almost at rough as the kiss has started, he was so close to climax that he didn't care how he got there, just that he did, "do it."
Ueda kissed Kame again swiftly before settling himself on his knees. Lapping his tongue at the precum leaking from Kame's length, Ueda secured his lips around the crown, then slowly took in all of Kame's cock until he felt the tip hit the back of his throat. Ueda's head swirled, grabbing hold of Kame's hips, as every sense was filled with the feel, taste and smell of the other man. Pulling back until his lips were around just the crown again, Ueda began to take in the organ again, moaning at the feel of Kame's thickness in his mouth. Gripping Kame's hips tighter, Ueda closed his eyes, letting desire and instinct take over until he was sucking the other man off roughly, and if the way Kame was groaning Ueda could tell the other man liked it rough. Ueda pulled out again, placing a light kiss, on the crown of Kame's cock before taking it in again, but it was too much for the other man, as Kame reached his peak, spilling his seed half in Ueda's mouth and half down his chin and onto his chest. Ueda drank all that he could before standing up again, only to have Kame take him into his arms, grabbing his ass and grinding their hips together until he was hard again.
Ueda pushed away, settling himself back on the bed, lying back propped up on his elbows and legs wide apart in invitation. Running his finger across his chin, Ueda caught some of Kame's seed that was there before sticking it in his mouth and sucking the finger clean.
"How do I taste?" Kame asked, voice thick with lust.
"Delicious. I'm falling even more in love with your cock because of it." Ueda replied, eyed travelling down to the organ in question that was glistening with precum once again.
Kame stood at the bed looking over the incredible person before him. With the rays of moonlight catching his skin, Ueda looked good enough to eat. Without thinking Kame kneeled on the bed between Ueda's legs, wrapped his arm around his back and began lapping up the semen that was shining on his chest. Kame didn't care that it was his own, the taste of him on Ueda's skin was enough to drive him wild.
Ueda hung his head back and cried out as Kame's tongue ran over him. He had never been so turned on in his life and by the time Kame's lips met his own Ueda desperately needed the other man deep inside him. Moving his arm, Kame laid Ueda against the mattress, Reaching over, Kame yanked open the drawer where the lube was, and took out the tube. Sitting up, Kame rested his feet in the floor to stop himself from falling. His bed was only made for one person, and with them laying across it's width, it didn't leave a lot of room to manoeuvre. Popping open the lid, Kame squirted some onto his fingers, coating three of them. Last time they were together Ueda had stretched himself whenever he had needed it, now it was Kame's turn. Placing a finger at Ueda's entrance, he slid his finger slowly into his lover.
Ueda arched his back, shaking his head. Though it felt amazing to have a part of Kame inside him, he was taking too long and being too careful. "Harder."
Kame ran kisses along the side of Ueda's neck, his inexperience in this case finally showing. "I don't want to hurt you," he whispered.
Ueda felt his heat melt, and it made him fall for this man even more. Lifting Kame's head out of the crook of his neck, Ueda looked him in the eye with a wicked smile. "But I like it when it hurts."
Kame quirked an eyebrow, even in the darkness he caught the twinkle in Ueda's eyes. A smile slowly spreading, Kame rammed his two other fingers into Ueda entrance, causing the other man to arch his back and cry out in painful pleasure.
Lying back down on the bed, Ueda caught his breath enough to whisper, "Fucking hell, Kazuya. Do that again."
Kame caught Ueda's lips in a kiss as he rammed his fingers inside his lover again and again, until Ueda's short nails were raking down his back leaving red welts in there wake. Somehow Kame even managed to squeeze more lube into his fingers one handed and coat himself with it. Removing his fingers completely, Kame positioned himself then thrust inside Ueda without missing a beat of the rhythm he had created.
Ueda cried out in Kame's mouth as the other man moved inside him roughly, using his feet on the floor as extra leverage to drive deeper inside Ueda. Each inward thrust, Ueda's hips met perfectly, driving them both closer to the edge then they'd like. The bed creaked as the two moved frantically with each other, moans and groans coming from their joined lips. Sweat dripped down both their bodies, adding a slickness to their movements.
Wrapping Ueda's legs around his waist, Kame took hold of his lover's hips and with one last thrust brought them both over the edge. Ueda dug his fingers in Kame's hair, screaming into the other man's mouth as wave after wave of pure pleasure coursed through him. Finally breaking the kiss, Kame rested his head in the crook of Ueda's shoulder, pulling himself out fully from his lover's body.
Ueda drew lazy circles on Kame's back as the two of them recovered. Swallowing a few times to make his voice work, he was finally able to hoarsely whisper, "that was the best sex I ever had."
Kame lifted his head, looking down at the man under him, running his fingers through Ueda's sweat soaked hair. "You sound awful."
Slowly detaching himself from Ueda's limbs, Kame stood up on unsteady legs at first, then left the bedroom. Ueda shifted so he was propped up with some pillows against the headboard. Looking to his left he noticed the sun had started to rise, it was almost too much to believe that he had spend half the night having fantastic sex with Kame. Hearing footsteps padding back towards the bedroom, Ueda looked to the doorway as Kame walked back towards the bed, completely naked, holding out a glass of water for him. Ueda didn't say anything as he accepted the glass, instead he allowed his eyes to pass over Kame's naked body and let his show in his eyes just how sexy he found the other man.
Kame smiled at the look Ueda gave him as he settled against the headboard himself. Taking a sip of water, Ueda looked over the man before him, noticing the look on his face. Kame had been thinking again, and Ueda starting to steal himself against the rejection he figured he was going to get again.
"I'm confused," Kame stated suddenly, bringing Ueda's attention away from lower parts of his body and to his face.
Taking a few sips of water, Ueda cleared his throat before being able to talk again. He didn't think he had done that much screaming, but apparently he was wrong. "About what?"
Kame looked down at his hands for a moment, as if to steal himself for what he was about to say next. "You say you aren't gay, but then we have sex."
Putting his glass on the bedside table, Ueda picked up his glasses and put them on before turning to Kame with a soft smile, "I'm bisexual."
"Bisexual," Kame repeated as if the concept was foreign to him, which Ueda realized it was. He felt a little bad to be tearing down Kame's walls about his sexuality, but it took two people to have sex, and Kame had definably just done it with him.
Ueda nodded, reaching to take another sip of water as Kame processed everything.
Kame looked over then man beside him, feeling as if he was learning about him all over again. "When did you know?"
"When did I know. or when did I accept it?" Ueda countered before taking another sip of water.
Kame looked confused again, making Ueda think just how adorable and innocent he looked, "aren't they the same thing?"
"No," Ueda laughed shaking his head. "I had my first crush on another guy when I was fifteen, my English Teacher at the time to be exact, but I didn't accept it and label it as 'bisexual' until I was in my early twenties."
Kame nodded again, allowing Ueda to take more sips of water before continuing with the questions. "How did you figure it out?"
Ueda shrugged his left shoulder, 'I experimented. If someone showed me interest during high school I pursued it. I found other guys that were in the same situation and we fooled around. By the time I graduated I think I had either jerked off or sucked off half the guys at my school." Ueda explained before adding as an afterthought, "I even ended up sucking off the English Teacher I liked so much."
"Seriously?!" Kame asked shocked at that confession.
Ueda nodded, "not my finest hour, but I passed his class with the highest mark."
Kame sat shocked for a few moments before getting up the courage to ask his next question, "would you be willing to let me experiment?"
"You mean with me?" Ueda asked eyes wide with surprise.
Kame reached over and took the glass from Ueda, placing it on the bedside table on his side of the bed. Reaching over he pulled Ueda into his arms, looking down at him. "You are the only man who I've ever thought about doing these things with. You make me curious about so many things, you told me you'd show me the ropes, I'm just taking you up on that offer."
Ueda smiled, kissing the man before him, straddling his lap. "So you're saying you want to use me for sex."
Running his hands up Ueda back, Kame marvelled at the way his muscles moved under that silky skin. "I'm saying to want you to be willing for me to figure things out."
Ueda leaned down, placing another kiss on Kame's lips, this one more heated then the last. "so you're saying you want to use me for sex."
Kame shrugged, "and other things," he admitted before kissing Ueda.
Ueda groaned into Kame's mouth, hips starting to grind into the ones below him. He could feel that Kame was turned on, looked like it was going to be another day they spend in bed. "I'm glad we're on the same page now." he ended in a gasp as Kame took hold of his shaft.
"I have your word, I can do whatever I want to you whenever I want?" Kame asked jerking Ueda slowly in order to drive him crazy.
Ueda rested his hands on Kame's shoulders, panting with pleasure he nodded. He'd agree to pretty much anything at that moment, as long as Kame got him off.
Kame smiled, knowing he had Ueda exactly where he wanted him, "Good. Now to thank you for this..." he trailed off flirtatiously jerking Ueda off harder.
Ueda cried out, kissing Kame as he jerked him off until he exploded all over Kame's hand. Only then did he realize he had just agreed to basically be fuck buddies with the man he was in love with. There was more then a million ways this whole thing could go horribly wrong.