Crazy Love Chapter 12
First of all, I am soooo sorry this took me so long to get out. Between my new position at work and other personal stuff (argh boys) I didn't really have a lot of time to write. But here it is, the chapter we (myself included) have all been waiting for!!! I have to warn you, my brain ran away from me again while I was typing this out. But I have to be honest, I come up with my best chapters when that happens. Well I think I do at least.
Title: Crazy Love
Author: fireside_story
Chapter: 12/?
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,374
Genre: Angst, Romance... and Smut
Disclaimer: I do not have any connections to KAT-TUN or any of the members past or present. I write this story for my own pleasure and make no profit from it.
Pairings: KameDa, KoKame, JunDa, Jinda (-ish), DenDen, mentions of past Akame. Basically it's a giant KAT-TUN orgy!! Well not quite.......
Summary: Ueda has been secretly in love with Kame for years but has been sleeping with Junno to try and forget about the younger man. Kame is still trying to mend his broken heart from when Jin left and is content with his relationship with Koki, that is until he starts working on a song with a certain piano man. As their relationship blossoms will Koki and Junno graciously step aside? And how will their new love handle the return of Jin into their lives.
Warnings: language, sexual content
Beta'd: only by me... but that's better then nothing!
Chapter 12
Kame flipped through a magazine without reading anything inside of it, trying not to glance at his watch again. Ueda was over an hour late, making Kame wonder what was taking him so long and if he was even coming at all. At first he had been happy with a little extra time since Ran-chan had left him little presents all around the apartment and it had taken him some time to clean up and air the place out. Call it a hunch but he didn't think Eau-de-dog-shit would really put Ueda in the mood. Hearing a knock on his front door, Kame took a moment to stop himself running for it, he didn't want to seem too eager and in turn desperate. It wasn't like he had never had sex before, just never with someone like Ueda, or at least someone who made him feel the way Ueda did, and that fact made him insanely nervous.
Opening the door, Kame was determined to say something flirtatious, in efforts to make the moment less awkward for him, instead he was stunned into speechlessness. Ueda had taken his last request to wear something sexy to heart and was now standing before him in a white t-shirt with a deep v neck that showed off his chest, loose fitting jeans and a blazer with the sleeves rolled up to just below his elbows all paired with black combat style boots. His hair was done in the usual soft spikes, and for a moment Kame even wondered if he was wearing a touch of eyeliner to bring out his eyes. It was a look that Kame had seen before, on a variety show that Ueda had done, and he remembered telling the other man it had suited him and he should dress like that more often. He hadn't really expected his words to be thrown back at him like this. Of course when he had first made that comment he had also never expected he was going to be sleeping with him as well.
"Hey," Ueda said, with a smile that plainly stated he knew he looked good and was enjoying the effect it was having on the other man.
Kame's only response was to grab Ueda's hand and pull him into the apartment. Wrapping his arms around the other man's slender waist, Kame took Ueda's mouth in a fierce kiss pushing the door closed as he pinned Ueda's back to the wood. Desire burned inside them both, threatening to sallow them whole if it wasn't quelled and soon. High pitched whimpers leaked through their joined lips from Ueda's throat, Kame pushing the blazer off Ueda's shoulders and down his arms where it landed in a heap already forgotten. The kiss was broken only long enough for them to pull Kame's shirt over his head and Ueda to jump up, wrapping his legs around the younger man's waist. Ueda buried his hands in Kame's hair, kissing the other man with such desperation it soon turned sloppy, just a mash of lips tongues, and teeth, confirming for Ueda this time was not going to be anything but fast, rough, and messy.
Reaching behind him, Kame made quick work of Ueda's boots, each landing with a satisfying thump as they hit the floor. Unable to hold back, Kame thrust his hips forward driving his erection into Ueda's. The smaller male screamed, breaking the kiss and leaning his head against the door as Kame's hips met his over and over.
"God dammit, Kazuya fuck me!" Ueda pleaded, each word accentuated with a thrust from Kame's hips. The desire was becoming almost too much, and it was taking all of Ueda's willpower not to strip them both down to nothing and have Kame take him up against the door. He no longer cared where they had sex, as long as Kame was got inside him fast and pounded into him ruthlessly. God he hoped Kame enjoyed rough sex as much as he did, since that was what he was going to be getting.
"Trust me, I will. Though I can't promise I'll be gentle." Kame replied, between placing kisses along Ueda's collar bone.
"I don't want you to be," Ueda ended in a cry as Kame ground his teeth in his skin.
Hearing Ueda's cry made up Kame's mind for him. Letting the smaller male down the two of them headed towards to bedroom, a tangle of arms legs and joined lips, shedding clothes along the way. Bursting into the bedroom the two men wasted no time, hands roaming over each other's naked bodies, as they handed on the floor just short of the bed. Ueda straddled Kame on the floor, hips moving furiously against those below his. Bracing his forearms on the floor on either side of Kame's head panting from his efforts as a fine layer of sweat grew along his skin. He had never felt so desperate in his life and decided it was time to take matters into his own hands.
"Tatsuya, bed," was all Kame was able to verbally groan, from the combination of Ueda's hips grinding into his and the sound of his lover panting in his ear. Ueda shook his head, taking hold of Kame's hand.
"Can't wait any longer," he panted before slipping three of Kame's fingers into his mouth. He knew saliva wasn't the best lubricant, in fact it was probably the worst, but he had done it before once when himself and Junno had gotten caught in an adrenaline induced arousal after their first live concert. All he needed was to feel Kame inside him and he was willing to doing whatever it took to make that happen. He was too close to the edge to last long, then Kame could take him to the bed and do whatever he wanted to him.
Lying on the floor looking up as Ueda's sucked on his fingers, Kame had never been so turned on. In that moment he decided if Ueda didn't care about the setup neither did he. Removing his fingers from the others mouth, he placed them at his entrance pushing the first past the tight ring of muscle. Ueda's back bow, hissing in pain at the intrusion before leaning forward catching Kame's lips in another sloppy kiss. Ueda let out a small noise of pain into Kame's mouth as the second finger was added, giving Kame an idea.
"Turn around," Kame whispered.
Ueda stared down at the younger man, not really believing he was asking him to do what he thought he was, "what?"
"Turn around and work on making me wet," was all Kame said.
Ueda repositioned himself without hesitating, straddling Kame's chest. He could feel the other man's hands running over his ass but didn't really give it much thought as he took Kame's length into his mouth. Ueda groaned as all his senses where filled with Kame; the taste, smell and feel of him heavy on his tongue. The new thickness of it filled him more then he was used to, but still he relaxed his throat and took as much of the meaty flesh as he could. He wasn't able to get all of Kame's cock in due to their position and his body just wasn't used to the added thickness. Ueda had known Kame was bigger then Junno, he just had never realized how much until now. He'd need to do this a few more times before he'd be able to swallow Kame's entire member, and frankly he was looking forward to the practice. Pulling the organ almost clear of his lips, Ueda moaned around the flesh in this mouth as more of it was able to slide down his throat.
Kame arched his back slightly as the vibrations from Ueda's moans went straight through him. If the smaller man kept this up he wasn't going to be able do fulfill his end of things. Lifting his head off the floor, Kame did something he never thought he would, making Ueda cry out around Kame's cock as he felt Kame's tongue slip into his entrance followed by two of his fingers. Ueda stayed motionless for a moment, panting around the thickness in his mouth, enjoying the sensations that were brought on from the other's mouth and hands. It was almost too much to handle, letting the now wet organ slip from his lips Ueda turned to face the younger man once more and lowered himself onto Kame's member in one fluid motion. Taking the slightest moment to allow himself to adjust to the different size, Ueda began moving at a frantic speed bracing his hands on Kame's shoulders for leverage. Sweat dripped down his body as he rode Kame's cock as fast as he could mange, being selfish this one time and not caring about Kame's pleasure. He needed this release and he needed it now, and he wasn't surprised when he began to feel the tension pulling inside him to tell him the end was near. Digging his fingers into Kame's shoulders, Ueda arched his back and cried out as he reached his end, spilling himself over Kame's stomach.
Next moment Ueda had his back on the floor as Kame flipped them over, thrusting just as fast and furious into him as Ueda had ridden him. Wrapping his legs around Kame's waist, Ueda continued to cry out with each one of Kame's thrust, nails dragging down the younger man's back leaving red welts in their wake. Again too quickly Ueda could feel the end coming closer, screaming Kame's name as he emptied himself once more, his lover's climax following shortly after.
Without a word the two men toppled onto the bed, and tangle of arms, legs and lips once more. Kame took no time, his hips thrusting roughly into Ueda's as he reached over and opened the bedside table drawer, nearly pulling it off it's tracks, and brought out the lube. He squirted some of the liquid onto his fingers as Ueda flipped onto his stomach, trying to make things a little easier on his lover. Ueda knew Kame had never been the dominant one in a relationship before and didn't want Kame to worry about hurting him. Not that he had been worried about that on the floor, but Ueda just wanted to make sure.
Ueda cried out into the pillows as all three of Kame's fingers thrust inside him. The younger man didn't take too long stretching his lover before taking his fingers out and coating himself with lube. Pulling Ueda's hips up until the older man was resting on his knees and his forearms, Kame bend over Ueda's back trailing kisses along his shoulder blades as he thrust his cock inside him once more. The frantic rhythm from the floor was quickly resumed as Kame used his leg muscles to pound ruthlessly into Ueda's sweet body, the older man crying out with each inward thrust. Soon the pillows were thrown onto the floor from the motion and the rhythm could be heard throughout the entire apartment from the headboard on the bed banging against the wall.
For the third time Ueda felt his climax approaching, crying out as Kame bite his neck sending him over the edge again. Kame bite his neck harder at the feeling of Ueda's internal muscles clamping down around him as he filled the smaller body. Releasing Ueda's neck, Kame kissed the areas where the teeth marks were the deepest before trailing his lips and tongue along his lover's shoulders and back. Settling back onto his heels, Kame groaned as Ueda sat up with him straddling his lap, Kame's cock still buried deep inside him. Ueda shifted slightly in Kame's lap, resting his head on the shoulder behind him and moaning softly when the other man's member brushed against the sweet spot inside him.
"Tatsuya, what are you doing?" Kame asked panting slightly from the friction, teeth grazing along his lover's neck. He could feel himself growing hard inside the other man, he just didn't know how much energy he had left for another round so quickly.
Cupping the back of Kame's head, Ueda turned to face the younger man bringing their lips inches apart.
"I'm nowhere done with you yet," Ueda whispered, closing the distance between them. Kame groaned into Ueda's mouth as he felt those glorious muscles clamp around his length until he was hard enough for Ueda to begin riding him again. Breaking the kiss, Ueda pushed his leg muscles to their limit, as he rode the cock inside him hard and fast determined to quell this ever burning desire inside him that grew with each touch from Kame. He knew he was pushing himself further then he ever had before, and could feel himself slowing down as he ran out of stamina, all he was craving was one more release then he'd let himself rest.
Kame watched as Ueda moved, watched the muscles in his back shift with every up and down his lover made in his lap. Watched as the older man hung his head in effort to keep going. Placing his hands on Ueda's hips, Kame thrust deep into his body, holding him in place as he ground their hips together. Ueda cried out, stilling his movement as pleasure coursed through him.
"Turn around," Kame demanded, bringing a smile to Ueda's face. Another time he'd have to see just how dominating Kame could be, just as long as he didn't mind being dominated in return. But for now Ueda played the role of obedient submissive, pulling himself off Kame's length so he could turn to face the younger man. Tightly taking hold of Ueda's hips, Kame thrust himself back inside Ueda's entrance. Thrill ran through Ueda's veins as he wondered just who exactly was the one in charge of this situation, he was the one on top, but he was soon learning he might not be the one in charge. Feeling a new boost of energy from this knowledge, Ueda braced his hands on Kame's shoulders as he rode the other man fiercely, until the energy began to fade.
Seeing Ueda's energy waning, Kame laid them down on the bed, wrapping Ueda's legs around his waist and using his knees to thrust into the other man so hard he bend Ueda to the point that only his shoulders and head were touching the mattress. He knew Ueda was close, he just had to hold out on his own climax until Ueda was ready to join him.
"Scream my name," Kame whispered in Ueda's ear as he noticed the other man's body begin to stiffen. "I want everyone here to know who is making you feel this good."
It all became too much for Ueda, from Kame moving inside him, to the demanding tone of his voice, which Ueda found a huge turn on. Ueda held nothing back as the orgasm rocked through his body with such force he arched his back as much as he could in his current position and screamed his lover's name, Kame's own orgasm taking him at the same moment. Collapsing onto the man under him, Kame listened to their joined laboured breathing, slowly regaining the strength needed to move. He knew he was crushing Ueda under his weight, but the older man had demanded every ounce of energy Kame had and the thought of moving just seemed like too much effort. It was only when he felt Ueda shift under him he decided moving might be needed.
"Sorry, I'm crushing you," Kame mumbled making an effort of roll off the smaller man.
Ueda wrapped his arms around Kame's shoulders, keeping him in place, "I don't mind.
Still Kame rolled onto his back, pulling Ueda into his side brushing his fingers over Ueda's side, "I'm kinda glad we didn't do that four days ago."
"Why?" Ueda asked, raining kisses along Kame's chest. His voice at a hoarseness do it from all the screaming which Kame loved, and now had an odd desire to make it worse.
"Because four days worth of building desire makes for amazing orgasms," Kame chuckled which quickly turned into a moan as Ueda's tongue traced his nipple.
"Careful, you're going to make me think I can't pleasure you unless I tease you for four days," Ueda muttered, leaning over Kame to be able to reach more of his chest.
"Oh I don't think we need to go that far," Kame ended with a hiss, feeling Ueda's teeth graze along his skin. "All ready?"
Kame watched as Ueda straddled him again, a look of pure hunger shining in his eyes as he gazed at Kame's body. Looking down Ueda's body, Kame noticed that his lover was indeed ready for another round. But there was something else shining in Ueda's dark eyes, something that Kame wanted to hear Ueda say. Knowing how Ueda felt about him, and hearing it were two different things.
Ueda passed his hands over Kame's chest marvelling at how the younger man's muscled danced under the skin as his fingers moved over them. "I have been waiting much longer then four days for this."
Leaning down, Ueda pressed his body into Kame's, ensuring the younger man could feel just how turned on he was. Passion flared between them as Ueda caught Kame's mouth in a kiss, intensity burned through the two men as desire threatened to swallow them whole again. Still Kame wanted to hear how Ueda felt, he needed to hear it and know that he had done the right thing by leaving Koki. He didn't fully understand it, but he hadn't understood most of what had happened to him regarding Ueda this past week. Now was not the time to understand, just to feel and he needed to determine what he felt when he heard Ueda say those three little words.
Breaking the kiss Kame looked up into Ueda's intense eyes, fingertips running down the sides of the other man's incredible body, "you know you can tell me right?"
Confusion furrowed Ueda's eyebrows, unsure when the conversation had veered away from sex and into something more serious. "I can tell you what?"
"How you feel about me," Kame answered, suddenly knowing he was going to have to put up a fight to hear what he wanted.
Ueda sat up abruptly, this was not what he wanted to be talking about. Not now, not ever. Or at least not until Kame was ready to say the words back to him, "why? you know how I feel."
"Yes but knowing and hearing it are different, you know that," Kame replied gently, running his fingers along Ueda's arms in effort to soothe the older man.
Swiftly Ueda was off the bed, standing in the middle of Kame's bedroom, hugging himself around the waist and shaking his head. "No, I know what it's like to hear those words when you can't say them back. I won't do that to you." And I don't want to hear what you'll say back, he added mentally.
Kame walked over to where Ueda stood, cradling that beautiful face in his hands. "But you didn't want to hear them, and I do. And I think you need to say them now that you finally can."
Ueda rested his hands on Kame's chest, for a moment hating the fact they knew each other so well, "but-"
Wrapping his arms around Ueda's waist, Kame shook his head stopping the other man's protest. "Just say it Tatsuya. Humour me and tell me how you feel."
Looking Kame in the eye, Ueda spoke so softly the younger man barely heard it, "I love you."
An involuntary smile spread Kame's lips as warmth coursed through his body at those three little yet meaningful words. In that moment he knew he had done the right thing, he didn't love this man yet but he could if he let himself. Right now, with this incredible man standing before him, unshed tears from the fear of being rejected by the man he loved in his eyes, Kame replied the only way he could think. Brushing his lips lightly over Ueda's he whispered, "I know Beautiful. I know."