Fading...

[fireicedeath]

I feel like I’m dead and I just don’t know it. No, not in a gothic kind of way. More like…I can feel bits of my life gradually fading and I’m struggling against it and I don’t know how to fix it. Does that make sense? It seems like the more I’ve dropped out of my life the more I’ve lost parts of myself that I felt genuinely were ‘me’. I haven’t

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[lacey_may]

I got passed it because i could no longer live in a shell anymore -- i used to be such a vibrant and happy person. You know the never ending story? i used to relate my life/anxiety/depression time to "the nothing" - there was no hole in the place of the lake... there was just nothing.

Im not the person i was before anxieties...im not the person i was during... sometimes you just cant be "you" again.

*hugs*

[fireicedeath]

Well, that was depressingly true. But you're right. You can never go back to who you were and I think that's my problem. I want to go back to how I was. At least then I was kind of 'in the game.'