Ok so after the last post, I went out with a friend from work. We were talking, and we started talking about the guy at work that I like. She didn't know that I like him until now, and I only told her because we swore each other to secrecy about the people we both like. She told me that she heard from someone else at work that he's bi-sexual. ( Read more... )

Damn my horrible shyness. I wish I had the balls to just ask him out. I'm beating around the bush with him, and I'm so socially awkward that can't tell if he's feeling the same way or if I'm just seeing things. Chances are I'm just feeling things, and that makes it rough. I keep hoping that he'd make the first move. I might have a little more ( Read more... )

Read over the PostSecret website today. For those reading who don't know about the Post Secret community, there's a guy who takes in anonymous postcards with peoples secrets and puts them into books or sticks them on his website. It's very therapeutic. Although I've never sent in a secret, today the 12th one down hit me hard ( Read more... )

I'm not in love with you anymore. You're not handsome. You're not that tall. You never made the best cup of coffee I ever had. You dress like Johnny Cash and think it's cool. You're a cowboy. You don't call. You don't listen. And that 12-string isn't as romantic as you think.

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I just wish I wasn't such a liar.

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I'm a bit worried. I've told one person at work about my crush (yes, yes, I know, get over it-not happening no matter how hard I try), and I was talking to her about how the crush has gotten worse since I started working more closely with him ( Read more... )

So the guy I like at work called me sexy today. On Friday I asked him to wait with me after work while I waited for a friend to pick me up. I thought he smiled at me a certain way when he said yes, but I wasn't sure. Today (the first time I've seen him since then) he asked if the friend I was waiting for was my boyfriend; I said no and that I ( Read more... )

I just realized I'm a horrible writer. I wanted to be an author, I have all these cool ideas. I wish I could be better at it, maybe if I write more. I've been writing since High School! I'm so confused, I don't know what to do. More later...

I thought I would be farther by now...I'm not sure if I'm gonna get anywhere in my life or if I'm gonna be stuck in this position forever, but that's what it feels like. At least I have a good distraction at work now, but it wont last.

More later...

So, I'm probably gonna get into a lot of drama if anyone at work finds this, but I seriously doubt ANYONE is reading this blog, and 90% of people at my work have no interest in reading period, I'll most likely be alright ( Read more... )

So I dropped out of college in May...I'm still deciding if it's a good or bad decision. I had no idea what I was doing there-I didn't fit in well, couldn't figure out a major, and it was hard to keep quiet about being Wiccan. But now I have no skills. Maybe I don't fit in anywhere. I don't miss school...

I kind of miss the music though.