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firealliancenx

What Matters

Jun 11, 2005 17:43

You were the brightest angel, heaven have ever seen. You walked in with a story to tell and ten thousand tongues to scream. And you said...I remember when I had finally came out to myself and admitted that I am indeed, gay. Or at the time, bi. Actually, I'm still struggling a bit with women. To tell you the truth, I just know I like men, women, is ( Read more... )

weepy, home, camp, men, crabs ass, yes, ypc, chorus

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asthesunrise June 11 2005, 21:47:37 UTC

I'm commenting just so I can say I left the first comment.

Expect more after I actually read it.

I'm not sure if I ever said this before asthesunrise June 11 2005, 22:06:17 UTC

but... I love you Leon. You're like the older brother I never had. You may not realize it but you're a role model to me. Not only do I adore you, I look up to you. Truthfully, I use to anticipate and loath coming to YPC rehearsals every Tuesday. Nobody ever said more than a word to me. Perhaps that has something to do with the fact that I never approach them either but I don't know. I see all these new members come and go and the chorus is so accpeting of them. I've been here since the beginning and sometimes it doesn't feel as if I am really needed there. You're one of the few reasons that I am still in the chorus. You're one of the few reasons that chorus is as enjoyable as it is. I really mean it when I say I don't know if I'll able to survive a cycle of chorus without you. Even now I have doubts as to whether I will come back for another cycle. But then I think to myself, I can still be in the chorus, Leon can't. I need to be there and sing and be heard. Somewhere along the line I will come across another young, lost, gay asian ( ... )

Re: I'm not sure if I ever said this before firealliancenx June 11 2005, 22:20:13 UTC

gawd that made me cry. *hugs*

When I die asthesunrise June 11 2005, 22:34:11 UTC

I will know for sure just how priceless my life was.

Measured in love. ::smile in the midst of emoness::

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supervenusfreak June 11 2005, 23:22:18 UTC

Beautifully put. You rock!

firealliancenx June 11 2005, 23:49:55 UTC

You actually read all of that? You rock.

Thanks :)

gusisntamused June 12 2005, 11:46:34 UTC

:)

*HUG*

firealliancenx June 12 2005, 15:45:56 UTC

*hugs*

and just to clear the air... defygravity83 June 12 2005, 16:24:22 UTC

wow....you know i have heard/read so many thing on lj and in life of what Y.E.S. means to people when they age out and i have to tell you that, i commend you Leon this has been the most powerful thing i ever read.

"and just to clear the air i ask forgivness for the things i've done you blame me for.."

i just wanted to say also that i hadnt the faintest notion at the time when i asked Raul out that you had developed feelings for him and i want to say i am sorry.

Wow...i guess this is what growing up is all about huh?

Re: and just to clear the air... firealliancenx June 12 2005, 16:34:33 UTC

OMG YOU WROTE HIS NAME OUT LMAO

lol I'm over it, but it was a journey that I had to go through... that I can be mad, but I shouldn't get crazy over a guy, because they come and go. So don't apologize.

and thank you for taking the time to read that long ass entry. :)

herenowhere3 June 12 2005, 17:36:56 UTC

that was a beautiful post.

firealliancenx June 12 2005, 19:07:34 UTC

thanks.