the world is unfair. i miss you.

Someone, but actually I know who (my boss) put Steve's pic on my wall next to my computer, right after my notes which are there. I'm sitting, looking at it and thinking: "Oh my God!".
Кто-то, а вернее я знаю кто (шеф) повесил мне Стива на мою стеночку рядом с компом, как раз сразу после заметок, которые у меня там висят. Сижу, поглядываю и думаю: " ( Read more... )

( He's smiling! :) )

I was trying so hard to be kind, understanding and sympathetic, but I'm still that bitchy, mean and "I-don't-care-about-anyone" girl.

Как не пыталась я быть доброй, понимающей и сочувствующей, все равно я осталась все той же стервозной, злой и "мне-повиг-на-всех" девочкой.

I am at the hospital right now and I will combine the news for yesterday and today in this post. So yesterday I went to visit Manong Steve and and I was talking to him for a little bit before I went to work. Before I left to go to work I told Manong Steve that I was going to go but I will be back tomorrow (today) and I said "get some rest not ok?" ( Read more... )

Another song
to signify whats wrong
Another sunny day that tells me
I must move on

I've got a weird feeling. Like the world has been stopped. And time is stopped too. Actually it's getting on, but I don't notice it at all, for me it's like one long day. For these holidays (I mean days off from university) I planned alot of things to do, I wanted to do many things, but now I can't start to do anythings. All those things now seem ( Read more... )

Pictures on the nightstand, TV's on in the den ( Read more... )

"Day 7 of your journey..." - said T.

I miss you.

I just wanted to thank everyone who supports me. It means really much to me. Seriously. All your words and wishes to help are really a big thing. For one moment I felt so happy to have such people, cause I saw it's not a lie, it's not a game, it's a real thing. I really appreciate it. All these things made me believe again, made my hope burn again ( Read more... )