I heard someone today opine that we must rise against the US while there is something left to save. I am not inclined to disagree with them.

Never have I had such a terrible stupid day. Imagine that you got a job at a jewlery store. Now imagine that you had no prior experience and that the manager of this store decided NOT to train you in any conceivable way, now further imagine that you were scheduled to close with another person hired two days earlier than you, who was also not ( Read more... )

I have the feeling that I'm accidentaly stalking someone. It's weird, this girl seems to be everywhere I go, but she's always in front of me. It's like she's stalking me, but always a little early. She was in front of me in line for my politics class, and then she walked in front of me all the way to tier, and today just as I got to school I sit ( Read more... )

well I got fired today. I learned that you should never have oppinions other than your bosses. because they will find ways to get rid of you. Ah well, life goes on I guess, it just skrews with all of my little plans for the weekend. Now I'm super broke and I'm fucked for food this week, and I really hate job hunting. It drags on so much and I never ( Read more... )

Ah my dear reader, how long has it been since last we spoke? Have things gone well in your life? are you still fighting the good fight? Struggling endlessly in an uncaring world? Well if so you are in this boat with me. My world is slowly crumbling again and I feel myself slipping into familiar depression. Having defined myself in this part of my ( Read more... )

Well, I'm officially old now, happy birthday to me. I've been around for such a long time, and now I wonder if I haven't wasted my best years, philosophising over coffee and cigarettes. Reading badly written novels and writing pretentious rantings. Times like this make me wonder about every single choice I've ever made. Who could I have been if I'd ( Read more... )

I wonder so much lately, who it is that I should be, what impact I should have upon the world. How to make my mark... I want to help people, but at the same time I'm not sure how to do that. Volounteering maybe, but what can I offer to the world? I have no real skills, no training that could be useful to people, so I don't know what to do about all ( Read more... )

Lying her alone I miss you so much. Every dya takes the memory of you further away from vision. SLightly more blurry, slightly more idolistic, and slightly more skewed. I don't know what to do with the feelings now. I used to shower you with everything that I have, now it all seems so empty, devoid of any particular direction, just aimless. I try ( Read more... )

People can be so many things to everyone. I have been a lover, an antagonist, a prick a liar, a priest, a saint, a shoulder to cry on, and a face in the crowd. How often have I played these parts for everyone I know, and in my way, care for. Very few people know who I actually am. I don't even think that I do anymore. It's gotten to a point where ( Read more... )

I feel so ashamed of myself for living. Never changing, never helping anyone else, alwys taking what I can without regard for anyone. What I would not give to be shown that I have done some good with my life. That something I have done has made the slightest difference to the world. Not even the world just anyone at all. I hurt those I care about, ( Read more... )