ehhh move on without looking back

[finding_rae]

well, that was short lived. Matthew dumped me, then tried to hump me withing a 24 hour period. He is super confused, and for the long term of things it's best not to be in a relationship with him. He is still holding on to a lover that has long left with no hopes of a reunion. So on that note, I will not be going to Cancun. I have taken SCUBA

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[seidrkoma]

damn girl you are better than me. here I am still kind of with soemthing I can't have but am falling for more each day all the time knowing I have to be leaving in a few months. blah. maybe i just need to get drunk...hehehe ~hugs~ too bad about cancun though!

[finding_rae]

I used to wait for days for my ex-husband to come home, I would sit there and do nothing waiting for him. I would let opportunities to hang out with friends pass by me, opportunities for me just to get out would pass by. When the divorce was taking place I promised myself never to let somebody control my time and how I spend it. By dwelling on something they are in control, I will not dwell, it's a waste of my life. And who know's how long that will be? Move on become strong, wise advice I have recieved was, "jealousy, greed and envy are useless emotions."

[seidrkoma]

well i keep being told to enjoy what I have while I have it and not to worry about the fact that I am leaving in a few. To me though it seems like if I keep enjoying...I will miss it even more. Make sense? Blahhhh I need a girls night out soon!

[finding_rae]

yes girls night soon!!