time for my routine stream of consciousness. i should be asleep right now. stayed up way too late last night, not even doing it. i bet most of you aren't even aware that the power went out around my neighborhood at roughly 2 a.m. kinda scary, just sitting at the computer and *bzzzk ( Read more... )

JAJAJA! i have totally not updated this in like forever. mostly due to myspace, but also cause i'm lazy and didn't want to write too much. but it's summer (and i remembered my password) so i'm back! nothing really interesting has been going on lately ( Read more... )

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye. You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry. You float like a feather, in a beautiful world. I wish I was special, you're so fucking special. But I'm a CREEP, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a ( Read more... )

went to the loretto thingy today, that was pretty cool. saw baunza, nick, ale, merc, emilio, sarah, and more. from there, nick decided to ditch me and dominique and amanda and go to some choir thingy instead of going with us to eat and to the park. anyways, we went to sam's, and it was the fullest i've ever seen it (granted i've only been there ( Read more... )

( Today we escape )

i feel: like shit
i need: to update my myspace
i want: stuff

LOL, i've decided to have a 'Random Moment of the Month' award, begininng with november. so this month has been pretty much just here. thanksgiving was alright, but i got into an argument with my mom b/c she was trying to force me to pray. spent the rest of the night with my cousin listening to bjork. crazy. next day, got lazy and did nothing. ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a little more than broken now, but i'm really not sure why. i haven't done anything remarkably stupid or regrettable. i don't think i've pissed anyone off. and i really doubt it's depression. but it's that weird feeling you get, like you'll never be happy again. and i know i'll be happy again someday, but i just don't feel it ( Read more... )

( Safe Up Here With You )

( Musical Geniuses )