im just in love with the new brand new cd ( Read more... )

ive been saying tarabithia all day.
what does that mean?

im lost.
completely and utterly lost.
i just want to be happy.
i try so hard everyday.
its such bull shit.
doesn't even make sense.
i wish someone cared enough to help.
and i know people do.
i just feel empty.

new favs.

orangina floats.
also im still in love with alagash black beef jerkey. duh.
new job, which is nice.
yes.

im still waiting for people check out the new apartment, call me or come visit.

lately ive been thinking alot. about myself, and people around me ( Read more... )

i thoght id give you some tunes to listen to.


Soooo. ive got a few new loves in my life.
1. riding bikes
2. alagash black beef jerky
3. bbq's on the porch

that just about sums up my life.
the new place is sweet.
feel free to come visit anytime.

so i went to a parrty tonight.
lame. apparently im gay, according to the biggest red neck in the world.
so that was cool.
what are you going to do though?
but as for this weekend. call me, so i have something to do.

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so. ive been home alot, not really a good thing.
just to much time to think, theres no one around.
but i guess its good, alot of alone time is never bad.
well. i guess thats all i have to bark about.

also, pictures, my cameras been out..soo get ready for that.

you make me feel bad for saying i miss you.

the end.

umm.
ok i guess.
im moved back in to my moms.
for a few weeks. i hope i can find an apartment. i just want my own space.
but we'll see.
im not really sure what will happen.
it feels like my heart is in 5,000 different places.
i wish....for too much.
oh well.
what to do.
uh....nothing.