Snapped out of my emoness about an hour ago. The depression is still there but the urge to cry at the drop of a hat is gone. Finally ( Read more... )

It's late. I should be in bed. It wouldn't matter but, instead of being off work like I was scheduled, I'm now working thirteen hours tomorrow. And that's going to suck so I should probably get some sleep. I hate being po ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was harsh. Actually, as a family holiday, it went rather well, considering this was the first time ever we didn't spend it at my grandmother's house. The food was good, the weather was unseasonably warm and there were lots of family bonding moments ( Read more... )

Oh, gods, teh pretty! Holy crap, am I glad I busted my ass to get off of work in time for this episode, even if I managed to piss off everyone I work with.

( A bit spoilery but only when it comes to teh pretty. Nothing the least bit intelligent. )

I am officially half-way finished with my NaNo. And only, what, thirteen more days to go? I feel a desperate sob coming on.

Also, why do I have no happy icons? That does not reflect well on my psyche.

It seems my estranged brother, whom I have told I would kill the next time I saw him and meant it, is having trouble breaking up with the bitch of a girlfriend who started all of the trouble in the first place. So, now I must kick her ass. Because my family is the mob. You hurt The Family, We hurt you. I'm still going to kill my brother, at least ( Read more... )

I'm no longer being all emo! Woo-hoo! It was really starting to wear me down.

Also, it is almost four in the morning and I really have nothing to say. Other than the fact that I'm bored. And my NaNo is really slow going. And The Handmaid's Tale is excruciatingly depressing. I should never have read it again. Now my fear of ultimate-world-control- ( Read more... )

I find it scary that my modus operandi during depressing situations is getting drunk.

I'm still drunk, in fact. I'm getting more drunk. Because [insert excuse here]. What I should have done is gone home, worked on my NaNo, read some more of The Handmaid's Tale. Anything. But my mind couldn't focus because . . . because I saw some sort of future in ( Read more... )

My friends-only posts refuse to show up and it's getting really, really frustrating. Anyone have any idea how to fix that?

We placed 2nd in our division at state. That's right, baby!

I know that only matters to me but, damn, I'm so proud of my brother and sister!

On a related note, good luck tomorrow/today to pantedloser! Knock em dead and then some, dear!