being ultra exhausted and alone feels more lonely. maybe it's because i was planning on not being lonely and don't have the energy to make that different right now. and that there's plenty i need to do alone. Just not right noooowww, I don't want to. Summer is great.

Feeling a little scattered around. Need a little centering.

I am full of spinach pies and good company. I am a happy camper.

I've had this habit of saying "love ya" at the end of a goodbye with people today. Kind of embarrassing, but also a very nice embarrassment.

I've been in a fantastic mood after that 8-mile walk. I think I needed that. A lot of healing has been made within. Lots of questions have been answered. Life is looking pretty bright ahead.

You are such a dick. The biggest fucking dick. All my intuitions were correct. You big arrogant asshole fucking dick.

.Wiped.Out.

Oh and best summer ever.

I just gave my cat away. Maybe I'm making too big a deal out of that, but shit-- what have I dooonneee

http://www.ucsc.edu/news%5Fevents/30grads/

Hi, white people.

I love coming home feeling great and jamming the fuck out.

I love the crash. I love the rising. I love picking myself back up. I love knowing I can.

why am i so awkward around my grandma?

I don't wish to live in a world where nothing bad ever happens, but simply one where people know how to deal with it. That would be nice.