Why can't I get my act together? Why can't I just fucking move on from him, suck it up and stop acting like a little bitch? Why can't I fucking do it?!

So, driving home from my friend's birthday party, I entertained illusions of grandeur, that I was going to craft a LiveJournal entry about how I was going to rebuild my life, one stone at a time. Truly, I was going to spell out how very few decisions in my life have been actually made by me, and that, even my move to Wisconsin was not decided by ( Read more... )

You know how a day could start out just...atrocious, the worst day ever and then it can become amazing, just by one or two things happening? Today's been just such a day.

I don't want this night to end. I'm terrified that this feeling will fade, that something will happen. Please, God. Don't let it.

Is it absolutely necessary to have every single day even worse than the day before it? Is it really?

Am I really that bad to talk to? I mean...is my personality really so repellent? I honestly don't get it.

It was around one in the morning when we pulled into the rest stop in Utah. My bladder was full, and was threatening to explode, and Jake was in need in other ways. He was wearing that short skirt that I loved to see him in, as it accentuated his legs and especially his round, thick ass. Anyway, he was wearing that short skirt that I loved to see ( Read more... )

When I'm in the mood for it, my favorite fetish is definitely cuckolds. Without a doubt. Oh, but I don't like them because I would enjoy being cuckolded. Quite the contrary. I like it because I want be the bull emasculating a poor little 'man.' Giving his wife a taste of what she really deserves instead of the miserable wimp that she's stuck with ( Read more... )

Need to get fucking laid. I'm going crazy over here.

I had the house to myself earlier today, which was a miracle in and of itself. My sister had a big to-do at a friend's house, that my mom and dad wanted to be present for, so I was doing my usual thing. That is to say walking around the house in my underwear while listening to music. That was until there was a knock at the door. So, I slip on a ( Read more... )

Godfuckingdammit. I need some weed really badly right now. I'm jonsing in the worst way.