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Apr 16, 2011 11:38

Feeling emotionally vulnerable today. I guess it's no wonder: I think it's starting to hit me indirectly, subconsciously, that Grandma's services are today. It's coming out in all sorts of ways, though: paranoia about stupid stuff that I've no reason to be paranoid about, mild self esteem issues... And just wanting to cry right now for no direct ( Read more... )

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pern_dragon April 16 2011, 19:37:38 UTC
My hugs go to eleven. *hughughughughughughughughughughug* I'm not trying to be flippant; I just thought a random Spinal Tap reference might bring a smile instead of tears. Although, there's nothing wrong with tears to grieve your loss, darlin. *more hugs--to infinity!*

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fiendish_thingy April 18 2011, 17:18:02 UTC
Spinal Tap references are always welcome! And it definitely brought a smile. *huuuuuugs* In regards to tears, it's funny: I don't fault anyone else crying, I don't think any less of them or view it as a weakness within them. But when it applies to me? I just feel so... vulnerable. Maybe that's what I hate the most: feeling so vulnerable. I don't know. I'm rambling. Thanks so much for the hugs though!!

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o_cesario April 16 2011, 19:47:46 UTC
*hug*

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fiendish_thingy April 18 2011, 17:18:24 UTC
*HUGS back*

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sbrande April 16 2011, 20:03:29 UTC
Hugs you hard babe. I know where you're coming from and the pain will fade eventually.

Loves you, Sonia :)

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fiendish_thingy April 18 2011, 17:19:27 UTC
Yeah, it's just the waiting for it to fade that sucks hard. But you're right: It'll get better. *hugs muchly* And love right back atcha!

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brilliant_snark April 16 2011, 23:03:32 UTC
SO MANY HUGS.

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fiendish_thingy April 18 2011, 17:20:41 UTC
*MASSIVE HUGS that will be redeemed for real ones when I'm back in town in a few more days*

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fiendish_thingy April 18 2011, 17:27:51 UTC
Your icon makes me smile. And true words, for sure. "All Things Must Pass" has sort of become my mantra over the years.

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