And...this is THE missing scene to my favorite episode that I've been hungering to read, right here. You know, I don't cry -- ever -- maybe the occasional sappy commercial here and there, but not fanfic -- and this got my eyes really stinging. How lonely Dean is, how much I understand that Sam was killing himself looking for a cure, but Dean was ALONE, and a hospital is a terrible, terrible place to be alone. I...know, I work in one and I've been a patient there, too, and spent a lot of time alone. And it just -- sucks out loud, and I wasn't DYING. But I was on a floor where people were, and I just. Yeah. DEAN. Oh dear sweet heroic boy.
You just want to cuddle him and tell him it's OK - our poor woobie. I had the nurses be as supportive as they could, but in the end it *does* all come down to how well you can get through it all by yourself. There's so much of the sad little boy still in Dean - I kind of hope Kripke lets him get out alive (at the end of the series) and emotionally whole.
"Awesome" makes me giggle, because when I was in the hospital myself, the nurses told me I was "awesome" (got out of bed asap and was doing laps around the ward). I'm glad the story follows suit!
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Perfect coda to Faith.
Very nice.
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Thanks for the comments!
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