When we get what we want

[fictiontrent]

Sometimes, when we get what we want, we find out that we're getting things we never wanted. No, this isn't the case of my post but it's a related topic and I like to open with something phylisophical.

Last night... She came online to talk to me. It might sound arrogant but she has no other reason to go on MSN; or at least had. She wanted to talk to

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[hanyou_yoake]

So that was the reason you seemed... distracted last night, I was wondering if something had happened or not but... I decided against asking since it either gets me a "nothing" or perhaps because, I don't know, if you wanted to talk about it, then you'd have said something.

Same thing at H-Mart as well, I didn't say anything but I noticed.

Plans are never concrete, especially when it comes to the plans and ideals we want to build ourselves into. We're always changing, always shifting and always rearranging priorities and whatnot to reform that image, to recreate it (ha ha, we're trying to picture our ideal selves to Trace.)

Good luck, even if you believe you have no use for such a thing, on that ideal of yours. And I hope this big change that you're seeing before you is a good one that will benefit you both in the now and in the long term.

(Isn't music sometimes a bitch that way?)