We Go From If to When: A RenRuki FST
So I made this primarily for dramadramaduck, but since there are quite a few RenRuki shippers on my f-list (raise your hands, kids; I know you're out there), I thought I might as well share it here too and spread the love.
15 songs plus two bonus tracks for the stray dog and his star. Inspired by DDD, but spans the entire course of their relationship, not just their time on the community.
Warnings: Angst, angst and more angst.
01. Anberlin - "The Unwinding Cable Car"
Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of
02. Snow Patrol - "You Could Be Happy"
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
03. Easton - "Sending Letters to Jersey"
Here I am, miles away
Honestly, it's killing me that you're so far
Break away, fall into my arms
It feels like so long since you've been gone
04. Charlotte Martin - "On Your Shore"
When I was melting in your hand
You didn't understand
You slip through me like grains of sand
You still don't understand
Overboard, I'm thrown out to see
What you are and what I mean to me
But I will always have my dream where you can swim to me
05. Fuel - "Shimmer
She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
06. The Fray - "She Is"
It's all up in the air and we stand
still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when,
but I want you around
When it falls into place with you and I,
we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind its indication
This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me
07. Puddle of Mudd - "Blurry"
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
08. Eve 6 - "Think Twice"
When all is said and done and dead
Does he love you the way that I do?
Breathing in
Lightning
Tonight's for fighting
I feel the hurt so physical
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around, come around,
No more
09. 30 Seconds to Mars - "Savior"
Don't save me, don't save me, cause I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cause
I don't care
10. Creed - "One Last Breath"
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
11. Lifehouse - "Everything"
You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
12. Saosin - "Come Close"
Come close (this is who we are)
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close (this is who we are)
Come on, you can be yourself again
Come close (and I will carry you)
Come close (in my arms)
13. Vertical Horizon - "Forever"
I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you've gone
Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
Such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
That's where you are
14. Anberlin - "Love Song"
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
15. 30 Seconds to Mars - "Kings and Queens"
Into your lies, hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives, through blood and pain
in defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams
We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the phantoms of our selves
Maybe the children of a lesser god between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell
Bonus: Ashley MacIsaac - "Wing-Stock" (Rukia Kuchiki Theme Song)
Instrumental
Bonus: HAZU feat. Ill-Bosstino - "Stray Dog" (Renji Abarai Theme Song)
For unheard sounds it's as if my ears cannot be moved
Islands don't move, My tail doesn't wag
Alone in the silence I get drenched in rain and step on snow
The world of men is snatched like a stray dog
.ZIP
If there's any problems with the link or the file, let me know. And if you're after individual tracks, just ask!
Credit goes to kyahryorin for being awesome suggesting some of the tracks (specifically "Love Song", "Come Close", "Kings and Queens", and "The Unwinding Cable Car"). I'm so glad to have you for my Rukia, bb. I couldn't ask for a better RP partner ♥
→ Fanart on the cover is by Lillymon, and used without permission.
→ Tracklist art by Kubo Tite. Colored by AkurokuFR. Used without permission.
If anyone's curious about my track choices, feel free to poke me and I'll gladly elaborate with tl;dr.
This was my first time ever making a FST. Please comment if you download?
15 songs plus two bonus tracks for the stray dog and his star. Inspired by DDD, but spans the entire course of their relationship, not just their time on the community.
Warnings: Angst, angst and more angst.
01. Anberlin - "The Unwinding Cable Car"
Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of
02. Snow Patrol - "You Could Be Happy"
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
03. Easton - "Sending Letters to Jersey"
Here I am, miles away
Honestly, it's killing me that you're so far
Break away, fall into my arms
It feels like so long since you've been gone
04. Charlotte Martin - "On Your Shore"
When I was melting in your hand
You didn't understand
You slip through me like grains of sand
You still don't understand
Overboard, I'm thrown out to see
What you are and what I mean to me
But I will always have my dream where you can swim to me
05. Fuel - "Shimmer
She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
06. The Fray - "She Is"
It's all up in the air and we stand
still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when,
but I want you around
When it falls into place with you and I,
we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind its indication
This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me
07. Puddle of Mudd - "Blurry"
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
08. Eve 6 - "Think Twice"
When all is said and done and dead
Does he love you the way that I do?
Breathing in
Lightning
Tonight's for fighting
I feel the hurt so physical
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around, come around,
No more
09. 30 Seconds to Mars - "Savior"
Don't save me, don't save me, cause I don't care
Don't save me, don't save me, cause
I don't care
10. Creed - "One Last Breath"
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
11. Lifehouse - "Everything"
You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
12. Saosin - "Come Close"
Come close (this is who we are)
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close (this is who we are)
Come on, you can be yourself again
Come close (and I will carry you)
Come close (in my arms)
13. Vertical Horizon - "Forever"
I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you've gone
Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
Such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
That's where you are
14. Anberlin - "Love Song"
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
15. 30 Seconds to Mars - "Kings and Queens"
Into your lies, hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives, through blood and pain
in defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams
We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the phantoms of our selves
Maybe the children of a lesser god between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell
Bonus: Ashley MacIsaac - "Wing-Stock" (Rukia Kuchiki Theme Song)
Instrumental
Bonus: HAZU feat. Ill-Bosstino - "Stray Dog" (Renji Abarai Theme Song)
For unheard sounds it's as if my ears cannot be moved
Islands don't move, My tail doesn't wag
Alone in the silence I get drenched in rain and step on snow
The world of men is snatched like a stray dog
.ZIP
If there's any problems with the link or the file, let me know. And if you're after individual tracks, just ask!
Credit goes to kyahryorin for being awesome suggesting some of the tracks (specifically "Love Song", "Come Close", "Kings and Queens", and "The Unwinding Cable Car"). I'm so glad to have you for my Rukia, bb. I couldn't ask for a better RP partner ♥
→ Fanart on the cover is by Lillymon, and used without permission.
→ Tracklist art by Kubo Tite. Colored by AkurokuFR. Used without permission.
If anyone's curious about my track choices, feel free to poke me and I'll gladly elaborate with tl;dr.
This was my first time ever making a FST. Please comment if you download?