Girl, I don't blame you. There's a reason why I barely skimmed those years in flashbacks in the story. I honestly don't know why I suddenly wanted to write it but yeah, I am. And it's breaking my heart. So feel free to skip it whenever I post it. It will probably carry some heavy warnings for emotional stress.
I'm writing happy stuff too! Or I will, once I finish this. *smishes*
I can't wait to see the stamps; Doors was such an incredibly moving fic; I'm glad you're willing to not only revisit it, in all it's emotionally angsty detail, but that you're going to attempt to publish it. It should definitely be something that everyone can read, not just fandom.
I cann't wait to read the fic that's moving you soooo much!
I've been working mostly on editing the second part of the story and I think I needed to go back to see what brought him to that place, mentally you know. And this is a good, if very painful, way of doing that. I doubt any of it will end up in the novel but I still need to know what happened myself. If that makes sense.
I can just imagine how hard it is to write that. But I admit I can't wait to read it. I have a feeling it will be good because you are so good at the emotional stuff.
Thank you, I really hope so. And that it won't be too emotional. It's a narrow path to follow, I think, not letting it get out of hand when you have something so traumatic to tell.
If it turns out the way I'm thinking then yes, it will be pretty devastating. I'm actually not sure how deep into details I will go. He was after all there for two years. So far just the trip there is killing me.
Well, he does still remember Jared when everything else starts to fade away so I guess that will be his happy place.
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*prods brain*
Anyway, um....
I very much most likely won't be able to read this particular timestamp. Just so you know. It's already making me feel a little sick, so....
*huddles*
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Girl, I don't blame you. There's a reason why I barely skimmed those years in flashbacks in the story. I honestly don't know why I suddenly wanted to write it but yeah, I am. And it's breaking my heart. So feel free to skip it whenever I post it. It will probably carry some heavy warnings for emotional stress.
I'm writing happy stuff too! Or I will, once I finish this. *smishes*
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Cant promise Ill leave any coherent feedback though
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But seriously, Jensen's head is a frightening place to be in right now. *bites lip*
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I cann't wait to read the fic that's moving you soooo much!
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I've been working mostly on editing the second part of the story and I think I needed to go back to see what brought him to that place, mentally you know. And this is a good, if very painful, way of doing that. I doubt any of it will end up in the novel but I still need to know what happened myself. If that makes sense.
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Remember to balance it out with something gorgeous from a happier time!
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Well, he does still remember Jared when everything else starts to fade away so I guess that will be his happy place.
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