Fic: From The Other Side or The "Five Times Dean Was Saved" Remix. SPN. Sam, Dean. G

[felisblanco]

So, a year ago I was writing this little Five things... ficlet for poisontaster's birthday on the 12th of December but it got out of hand and turned into 6 ficlets called Five Times Dean Was Saved. And One Time He Wasn'tWell, ever since then I've been working on a remix of that thing from Sam's POV. And since it is a year ago today since I posted the other

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[wesleysgirl]

(Did you mean to cut-tag this post?)

*SMOOCH*

[felisblanco]

Damn, you're fast. It was only up like that for about 30 seconds. lol

[wesleysgirl]

LOL! (Sorry!) I've posted and then walked away before and only found out later that I messed up, so I try to be good about letting people know, just in case.

I have to make dinner now but I'll come back and read later! :-D

[bonbonschnecke]

Wow that is a fic. Ther is so much sadness but you`ve written it really beautiful.

[felisblanco]

THANK YOU!! *hugs you* I'm so happy you liked it, I was starting to think I had completely fucked this one up.

Frankly I was wondering if I should just pull it down. I don't usually complain about lack of feedback (I hope) but in 4 years of posting fic I've never had such complete silence. But I've always said that as long as someone is reading I'm happy so I guess today you'll get to be that someone. lol

*hugs you again, just because*

[bonbonschnecke]

"Frankly I was wondering if I should just pull it down. " Don`t you do that!!!

*hugs you again, just because* Ahhhhhwweeee Thanky Hun

[dreampasttensex]

So I just read all of them including the ones from last year. They were beautifully written. But the ones that got me choked up the most were the suicide ones. Its only because I've been there, I've had a very similar conversation with a friend and it killed me and you could see that pain in both Dean and Sam.

All in all I loved it.

[felisblanco]

Thank you so much. *hugs*

My favourite from the old batch was definitely the suicide one. I remember feeling very quiet writing it, as if I was just like Dean, watching it from the outside, not really sure what was going on or why. So this was something I really wanted to do, write about it from Sam's POV, where Dean has to actually face up to what he almost did. So I'm very happy that it touched you in such a way, even if it might have been painful, and that it rang true to you. *hugs you again*

[deirdre_c]

I have this bookmarked, sweetie, but I just don't have time to sit down and immerse myself in it right now (house full of family, grading end-of-term papers, etc.). Please don't delete it before I get a chance to read. *Sammy-eyes*

[felisblanco]

*hides behind hands*

I feel so stupid. I'm not deleting it, I promise, but right now I kinda want to delete myself. Or at least copy paste myself into a whole other universe (preferably inhabited only by gorgeous naked bisexual men) where no one knows me.

[angstpuppy]

Don't you take this down! If you do....well, just read the icon. :-)
The ones from last year hurt, but oh, these ones...wow. Out of all of this, this is my favorite bit:
Sam is starting to suspect that Dean had his own faith, his own god, all along. And now that his god is dead there is no faith left, no higher power to believe in, no one for Dean to look to for guidance either.
Those two sentences say so much about Dean Winchester, and what they say about Sam too...that he grows up, right there with that realization.
Thank you for sharing, and please don't stop.

[felisblanco]

Don't kill me! Maybe maim me a little but don't kill me, it's the holidays after all. *puppy eyes* And I'm not taking it down, I promise.

Thank you so much, honey. I struggled the longest with the last one so I'm very glad you found a favourite bit in that. It was hard to put to words what I wanted to say but I think I finally did get there, to at least some extent.

*hugs you* Sorry for the drama. It was one of those days, weeks, whatever and I just didn't handle it well. *blushes*