i removed a couple of people from my friends list [i know that one or two of you i added first, so just disregard my stupidity], but for the most part you were removed if;
a.you never commented
or
b.i just didn't feel right letting you into my personal life.

p.s. if for some strange reason you want to be added again, comment somewhere

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i never asked to love you, it just sort of happened that way.
it was out of my control, can't you see that?
or do you just enjoy being mad at me?
i suppose neither of us are good at controlling our emotions.
but then again, isn't that how you survive,
& after all life is nothing more than survival.
maybe we just weren't ment to get by.

i'm not suicidal or anything but with these recent waves of well (suicide) it makes you wonder. if they're smarter then you are. they got out so they didn't have to drag on. maybe they knew that life doesn't get any better (& that they'd been lied to all their lives), that it only get worse. kind of disturbing, & even more disturbing they might be ( Read more... )

i hate big crowds..yup yup . the concert was good. but too many people. & david is an asshole. i hope he dies. dut not really, i love david. haha not..but really i do. too bad he is GROUNDED. i miss dave, i thought i saw him at jame's taylor, but i didn't.

david you are so lame.

i'm waiting for the phone to ring, with me on the receiving end. & you asking if i'm able to speak. but darling i lost my voice a long time ago.

there were so many thoughts you had yet to explore, so many bodies, so many lifetimes. & now those are cut, cut like a string. maybe its right that it is no longer dangling in front of you, taunting you with every swing. i suppose its possible that you're right, that life doesn't get any better. so why go through it waiting, suffering, lingering, ( Read more... )

i had such a dull weekend. i finally saw CHICAGO. besides that all i did was eat & shop. my mum took me and emily to infinty's end, where i got a new belly ring & a necklace. then sunday we ate at panda's den for lunch. & later went to borders where i got a bon bon journal. its really compact so i can carry it around with me everywhere. so i'm ( Read more... )

today was the worst day in a long time. david got busted for pot & it turns out lance hung himself on monday (r.i.p.)