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Apr 27, 2010 00:26

We need to get you to a doctor soon. Together. You and me. Not that I need one.

Can you tell I'm nervous? But extremely excited.

Parker's going to be a big brother.

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buffy_a_s April 27 2010, 05:38:55 UTC
You're nervous? How do you think I feel?! I've never done this before, you know. I've got this thing inside me, making me feel weird, and tired, and--just, weird. And a whole bunch of other words I can't think of right now. But, yes, doctor. With the tests, and the vitamins, and diet recommendations... I don't have to go to the hospital, do I?

I'm.....not sure I've gotten to excited, yet. Happy, okay. Every time I think I'm past the shock, it comes back. But definitely with you on the nervous part.

Yes, he is. And you'll get to be Daddy, and I.....

I'm gonna be a mommy.

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fbi_agent_booth April 27 2010, 05:55:37 UTC
First, darling, it's not a thing, it's a baby. A gift. Second, you can buy some prenatal vitamins over the counter until your first visit. They usually don't see you until you're 8 to 12 weeks along. Or that's how it was for Rebecca with Parker.

And I'll be there for all the appointments that I can. We have them set a month in advance, so it shouldn't be a problem. It's okay to not feel excited at first. It's scary, but a wonderful scary, Buffy. It's a baby. No matter what comes our way, we're a family - now more than ever.

You'll be a mommy.

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buffy_a_s April 27 2010, 06:13:57 UTC
I know it's a baby--kinda. I mean, it is, except right now it's like, the size of my pinkie fingernail. Right, over the counter. I don't know what I'm doing, Seeley. What if I do something wrong? What if I mess up? I, I'll call tomorrow, and see if that's how it works. I'm like, a little over six weeks. Did I mention I have no idea what I'm doing?

You will? Okay, good. That's-- I want that, if you can. Family. Yeah, I guess we are.

I don't know how to be a-a-- mommy. I didn't think I'd live this long, or find someone I'd want to have a baby with. A baby. Oh, God.

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fbi_agent_booth April 27 2010, 06:42:41 UTC
No matter what size it is, it's our baby, Buffy. It's okay. They make books for this type of thing. Online, there are communities you can go do. Message boards that'll have women in the same boat, almost, as you. First time mother's that only know what it's like to have to face certain things. Things I might not be able to help ease your mind over or understand the aches and pains to.

First? No herbal teas of any kind, okay? Second, caffeine can be had in moderation. No cold cuts, either. There's a bacteria or I forgot what, that can cause... severe results. Also, no certain kinds of like shark, or king something... there's a lot to learn, but it's not hard. We're in this together.

You will be an amazing mother. I have faith in you. Have some in yourself as well.

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