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[faygot]

I GuEsS
I AiN'T GoT AnY OtHeR ShIt tO Be fRoNtIn
At yOu mOtHeRfUcKeRs eXcEpT
I'M ReAlLy fUcKiN SoRrY.
So mOtHeRfUcKiN SoRrY.
I DoNe uNdErStAnD If yOu mOtHeRfUcKeRs
AiN'T WaNtIn tO Be sPeAkIn tO Me aGaIn.
It's cOoL.
I'M GoNnA Be tRyIn mY FuCkInG HaRdEsT
To kEeP ThIs sHiT FrOm hApPeNiN AgAiN.
If yOu pEoPlE CaN DiG ThAt.

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[pristinestar]

gamzee... i won't ask why it happened, and i really have no say in this one... i'm worried about you, too. but i really hope that you mean what you say

it's admirable of someone in the wrong to apologize like this, but what you did really frightened a lot of people. don't be disheartened though, if they don't forgive you that easily

i'm sure that if you really mean it, they'll eventually realize this in time. hang in there

[faygot]

HeY, rEd bRo.
I'M TrYiNg tO HaNg tIgHt
To aLl tHe sHiT I'Ve gOt.
GoNnA MaKe iT AlL ChIlL AnD FiX It.
SoMeHoW, yEaH.

[pristinestar]

...yeah.

you know, Gamzee.. i tried to help someone before. i tried to understand why they do the things they do and i wanted to find out their reason for doing so. while i found out their reason within time, i never managed to do anything because that person already left before i could even get halfway....

i don't want that to happen again. i want to help those who need it. even though it's scary, i still want to do it. i'm still here for you, Gamzee

[faygot]

[It takes him a while to send this. Why? Because he was way too busy rubbing at his eyes trying not to cry again.]

ThAnKs.
JuSt.
I CaN'T EvEn bE MoThErFuCkIn eXpLaInIn hOw mUcH It mEaNs, MaN.

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[ninthserenade]

you broke my wrist in three places
broke two of my fingers
cracked a couple ribs
treated me like i was lower than dirt after i considered you a friend just because of the color of my blood when you said none of it mattered
and nearly killed me

i dont know if i can trust you like i was starting to before but i didnt tell anyone who beat me up. not even lea or isa so the only people who know were the ones who knew off the bat. i dont care if you werent yourself it still doesnt change th fact th|

i dont know who i should be more mad at right now but karkat told me about the slime. i dont even know what the hell to say.

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[faygot]

It sHoUlDn't mAtTeR.
I SwEaR It aIn't mAtTeR ShIt tO Me.
I DoN'T GeT WhY ThEy fRoNtEd aBoUt aLl tHaT WiCkEd sHiT To eVeRyBoDy.

I AiN'T AsKiN YoU To tRuSt mE.
HaHa, CaN'T Be aSkIn sOmEtHiNg oF My bRo
ThAt i cAn't eVeN Be dOiN MySeLf, YeAh?

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[ninthserenade]

so what the hell was that all about

sometimes trust is all i can rely on gamzee.

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[faygot]

YoU EvEr hAd sOmE MoThErFuCkEr iN YoUr hEaD
ThAt's yOu bUt aLsO NoT YoU?
CaUsE ThAt iS ThE ShIt tHaT Is gOiN On wItH My fUcKiN PaN.
ExCePt tHeRe iS TwO Of tHeM.
AnD I AiN'T KnOwIn hOw tO FiX It, BrO,
ExCePt bY StAyIn oN My fUcKiN SlImE.
CaUsE I CaN'T Be lEtTiN ThOsE MoThErFuCkErS OuT AgAiN.
LiKe i dId tElL
I AiN'T ExPeCtIn nO OnE To bE TrUsTiN Me aGaIn.
BuT I AiN'T KnOw wHaT OtHeR ShIt i cAn dO.

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[kamen_luthier]

Gamzee, what are you doing!

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[faygot]

TeLlIn pEoPlE I'M SoRrY.

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[kamen_luthier]

Gamzee, that's dangerous! I was trying to keep the fact that you were staying with me a secret, so nobody would come hurt you!

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[faygot]

Oh.
ShIt.
SoRrY FoR FuCkIn uP AgAiN, bRo.
I JuSt dIdN'T WaNt aNyOnE To bE ThInKiN
I AgReE WiTh wHaT ThOsE MoThErFuCkErS DoNe sAiD.

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[toreuhhhdork]

[Tavros really doesn't...know how to react to this. So...]

}:(

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[faygot]

[He wanted to drop some strict beats with you, bro. Pretend everything is just fine and he didn't pin you down like a butterfly. But... he can't.]

I'M So mOtHeRfUcKiN SoRrY, bRo.
I CaN'T Be aSkIn yOu tO BeLiEvE Me.
Or gEt yOu fUcKiN TrUsT On fOr mE.
BuT AlL ThAt sHiT ThEy fRoNtEd aT YoU
Is jUsT HoOfBeAsT ShIt oF ThE HiGhEsT FuCkIn oRdEr.
It aIn't tRuE, oKaY?
ThAt aIn't tHe mOtHeRfUcKiN TrUtH.
So.
So eVeN If yOu cAn't bE BeLiEvIn
aNy oF ThE OtHeR WiCkEd nOiSe i aM TeLlInG.
PlEaSe bE BeLiEvIn tHaT.

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[toreuhhhdork]

gAMZEE,
}:(

i WANT YOU, yOU KNOW,
uH, bELIEVE YOU BUT,
,,,

}:(

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[faygot]

I KnOw
:o(
I AiN'T EvEn lIkIn mE RiGhT NoW.
I'M GoNnA Be kEePiN ThEm lOcKeD Up rEaL FuCkIn tIgHt tHoUgH.
KeEp tHaT ShIt uNdEr lOcK AnD MoThErFuCkIn kEy.
AnD UhM
MaYbE If yOu wErE EvEr aLl uP FoR It aGaIn,
We cOuLd bE MoThErFuCkIn bRoS AgAiN.

[Text] - she mad

[formida8le]

You're sorry.
YO8'RE S8RRY????????!!!!!!!!
Th8t's the 8est you c8n do aft8r th8 sh8t you put me thr8ugh????????
I'm never going to fucking forgive you, Makara.
Don't you d8re show your ugly fucking f8ce around me again or else I'm going to rip out your fucking arms and legs using nothing 8ut the horns I s8wed out using my dice and the knife you used to F8CKING K8LL M8, and 8eat you on the head with them until you die of hemorrhaging!
You're lucky I'm not hunting you down right now 8ecause I want to kill you and w8 around the coral after five d8ys so I can kill you again.
Oh, and yeah:
FUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!! >::::O

[Text] - welp [1/2]

[faygot]

[...

shit]

[Text] - [2/2]

[faygot]

It's oKaY, sIs.
YoU AiN'T NeVeR NeEdInG To sEe mE AgAiN.
I JuSt wAnTeD To sAy i aM SoRrY

[and if this were trollian, he would've just stopped trolling you there, Vris. You are clown-free.]