i almost on purpose got into an accident

ive never been so trapped inside my ....body?.... mind? before it was scary... i scared me.... i thought i was about to die

dont flatter yourself... there are plenty of other things driving me crazy

Fuck, I could be going out of my mind. I want to throw up, I want to run, I want to punch, I want to scream ( Read more... )

So, on the rare occasion when I was younger, that I'd be left home alone, I always made my way to this "secret" drawer in my Dad's room.... where he kept everything he thought was so incriminating against my mom. I think it's funny he thought I'd never find it. It has the stupidest things, and arguments against ME leaving... I don't know... all ( Read more... )

mmm, let me tell you. everyone who has Caller ID, and think it's so... standard for cell phones? Think again. I got caller id today. And it'll NEVER go underappreciated. hahaha ( Read more... )

I WANNA SLIT SOMEONES THROAT GAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyone who wants to see me, do it soon, because there's no way I can stay here for two weeks.

Already, a habitual headache has made itself at home, and even if I slept for 15 hours last night, I got home and slept for 4 more.

( The weirdest dreams too. )

I've never felt so uncomfortable. Everything that comes out of my mouth is rooted in lies.
( plenty more, are you sure you're up for it? )

Well, I'm not really stable enough to talk about everything that happened this morning. And a lot of it, I don't really want to tell you.

( what i'm willing.... )

'this is life, not heaven, you don't have to be perfect ( Read more... )

It should be the perfect opportunity to write out something meaningful, I'm not really sure what for. Or what good it'll do. Or what I'm even wanting to say but there's something in there somewhere, some monumental feeling or revelation. There is something worth expressing ( Read more... )

yeah, this summer hasn't been that great. I mean... it has it's moments and it's not like being at my dad's would be exciting for me either ( Read more... )