seriously, this is weird.

[fatimaa_xo]

its my second week of uni.. and i still don't know if i like it or what.
most people say i'll get used to it, but i really don't know.
these days i seriously miss high school, and all my friends.
i'm so unmotivated to study. its really crappy.
i missed my bus to uni today, and i didn't even feel shit about it.
what did i do to kill time for half an hour

Comments

[fadedflavour]

like i said to Edel, i know how you feel seriously.
(Graduated in 2009, landed myself in a course I don't belong to in 2010, still alive in 2011)
just to let you know that I'm here <3
I know it all... boring lectures, tutorials, not being spoonfeed, independent work, having difficulties with classmates, not knowing what to do/where to go/who to turn to..
*hugs you very tightly* you will get used to it okay? Trust me. I'm not having much fun here in Poly too... but hell yeah look at me. I survived year 1 and going to Year 2 (with more misery).
I admit that this course has turned me into a depressed 17-year-old, but I won't let this defeat me easily. Heads up girl, look on the bright side. :)
you are following my personal account so I bet you must have known my depression by now? :)
and the thing is, i'm not even in Uni. That's how stressful Singapore education is.

[fatimaa_xo]

omgsh super late reply and im sooooo sorrrrry!! LOL :(
you know what i do now?
i skip lectures, makes me feel better LOLLLLLLL ;)

[ext_448484]

naww fatima I never you realised you still used this! I just started randomly checking lolol
but dw you're not alone, I seriously have mixed feelings on uni (maybe because I havent started fully yet.. ) but I hate getting up so early and traveling there, and the fact I need to be so organised and independent. I get also that you dont want to make friends! atleast you have friends there! Im completely alone so need i to make friends, but its not the same as you guys :(
its so lonely ahahhaa
but just wanted you to know that you're not alone in how you feel! and that Im here! love you guuuurl <3

[fatimaa_xo]

lol effing late reply but i love you, we needa chill more than yesterday man. im gna jig then im gna meet up with u at unsw or somewhere we can also much nomnomz haha

[matsuyaney]

daijoubu, you'll be fine :)) it's true that you get culture shock at uni at first but i'm sure u can cope up with it :/ it's not also easy to make new friends but slowly u'll gained one~!! faito!!!

I hope you'll get motivated in studying uni ^^ and be able to finish your course :))

[fatimaa_xo]

thanks atehhhhh ;)
hahaha!
take care love yaaaaaaa