from the beginning this is where i thought we were

[kaiwynn]

from the beginning this is where i thought we were
edward/tanya. rosalie/tanya. pg13. 179.
Someday he'll admit to himself that it was never more than this.



She used to be his.

That was what he'd thought, anyway.

When her mouth roamed across his chest he was safe in the knowledge that she belonged to him. Foolish, really, considering her track record. She wasn't exactly known for her commitment.

Then again, neither was he.

The first time, it was new and beautiful. The second time, their bodies moved together with a rhythm born of natural instinct.

The third time was quick and rushed. He'd had to leave.

They parted ways that day in the rain and she stood, unmoving, in the center of the trees.

When will I see you?

It doesn't matter.

Ten years later they visit again, this time bringing his sister. Those two golden-haired goddesses intertwined in the sun shine better than he ever did. Their shimmering skin glides and he can't let himself watch.

It isn't as though they care, anyway.

Someday he'll admit to himself that it was never more than this. Someday he'll realize that she was never meant for him.

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