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[fate_unfolded]

I feel so strange.. Never before have I felt this way and I do not undestand it. Perhaps I have fallen ill with something..? This feeling is so strange and welcoming at the same time.. As though I have been pushing it back and it finally broke through the block I had placed to keep it retained.

Caim... We must talk.. I wish to.. I need to..

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[does_not_talk]

Of course, Furiae.
As much as you wish to.

[does_not_talk]

All we did was talk. He was upset, and claimed he was not as strong as I am. I told him that the true heart of the matter is that you're alive, not dead, as we had both found you to be.

Men's petty squabbles have no place in a world when the woman they squabbled over carried a burden as heavy as the world upon her.

[fate_unfolded]

I am happy to see the two of you getting along..

Forgive me for being curious.

[does_not_talk]

...I would not say we are... 'getting along'. It seems your speaking with him may have helped. Though it is difficult for me to say. How you grip his heart, Furiae, as though it were your own.

Inquisitive nature is expected. Think nothing of it.

[fate_unfolded]

You act as though I hold onto it on purpose! He is the one who will not let go and find someone else. I am not the only woman in this world.. I love you, Caim and no one else! Do not act like I cling to his heart to torment him..

[does_not_talk]

I wasn't. I was simply making an observation.

You and Inuart both seem rather keen on this 'making assumptions' trait.

[fate_unfolded]

Do you not think that I know this?

[does_not_talk]

......
Furiae, as much as you'd like me to know you inside out, I don't. I don't always know what you're thinking and I don't expect to. You're a woman, and I'm a man. We're not meant to think the same.

[fate_unfolded]

I hate that I have this hold on him.. But I can not love him..

[does_not_talk]

From an outward perspective, it really does express exactly how dedicated he is to you. One would need to offer a little admiration for such. Only you know yourself best, however.

[fate_unfolded]

What should I do then?

[does_not_talk]

You should do whatever makes you happy. You already know I'm going to support you. The most important thing to me is that you are happy, Furiae.

[fate_unfolded]

I want to be with you because you make me happy but I feel guilty because he is unable to move on.

[does_not_talk]

... Only your heart can tell you what the right thing is to do. There are differences between 'needs' and 'wants'. Decide what it is you can't live without and act from there. Unfortunately, not even you can have everything in the world.

[fate_unfolded]

I do not want everything in the world.

[does_not_talk]

I am aware of this. What I mean is that no matter what pathway you take, you have to be prepared for some heartache.