So last night I started to feel a little bit on the blue side. I'm not really sure why....actually I do know why, I just don't want to go into detail, anyway I was feeling crappy so I picked up the phone and called Scott. It's funny that no matter what mood I'm in he always makes me laugh. Sorry I woke you up by the way!!! and thanks for talking ( Read more... )

I blew my penguin away ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is about a somewhat good nights sleep but it always makes me feel a little better. Maybe it's because I have time to think about things while sleeping. That's probably what it is. When I woke up I was still kinda in a bad/depressed mood, but now I don't feel so bad. I think that maybe reading Justin's email about South ( Read more... )

Why is it that good things come into my life at bad times? I sometimes wonder if maybe the Gods are trying to teach me a lesson about something. I don't get it ( Read more... )

So I'm so pissed off right now. Someone stole money from me at work. They stole $100. I can't believe it. Now I have to go down there and talk to the managers great!! I hate this job. I hope that some of the places I applied at will call me soon. I really need a different job!!!

Happy easter everyone. I hope it was a good one. Mine was/ is okay, I went to mom's house and spent the day with her. We watched movies and played games. Now I might be putting a party together. we'll see how that goes. I'm sure a few people will show up. Bye

So Scott's dad passed away thursday around 5:30am.....

Can someone tell me if scott's doing okay. He said he was, but I don't know.... I just wondered...

Thanks

So I talked to Katy yesterday, after two days of not being able to get a hold of each other, time changes suck! I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for thinking of me. I love you all. You have no idea how much better about everything you made me feel. Did I mention that I love you guys? Cause I do!!

I'm not really sure what to write, I just felt like writing. I am in such a crappy mood lately, I feel like the world is moving and I'm standing still. I hate the fact that I have no one to cry on and that I'm not there for people who need me right now. I think I need them just as much. I'm really starting to get depressed, and on top of it all ( Read more... )

So I just got off the phone with scott. His dad is a lot worse than I thought, I knew he was bad, but on the phone he told me they don't know if it will be a week or a month or a year....god why did this have to happen to such a nice person, I don't understand. I called to see if it would be okay if I came up and saw him. Scott liked the idea, ( Read more... )