While waiting for a taxi outside the clinic, he realized his bag was still at Aiba’s. All his important stuff was in the bag including his house’s key. He took out his phone and browsed for his contact number. He found Aiba’s email address complete with home address with his grinning face attached to it. Smiling, he dialed his number. No one answered so he started typing,
To: Aiba Masaki
Hi, it’s me, Sho…
Sorry to bother you...-
r u home?
Need my stuff back
Call me if you're home a.s.a.p
From: Sho Sakurai
Satisfied, he pressed the send button and waited for reply. After he boarded the taxi a few minutes later, Aiba still hadn’t reply so he told the driver to go to Aiba’s first.
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He stood there and watched the figure of the car slowly getting smaller and disappeared. Then an image of him kissing Aiba suddenly hit him. He turned to his left to saw Aiba looking up at him. He stretched his hand and helped Aiba up. Aiba’s eyes looked confused at him and his lips were slightly bruise resulted from the kiss. Jun looked away to avoid his gazed and tried to hide his urged to grab and kiss him all over again.
Damn it. Stop looking at me like that. He cursed him. He felt his eyes burning so he started to walked away but stopped to the strong grip on his elbow.
“Matsumoto-san, are you alright?” the confused look in Aiba’s eyes replaced by concerned.
“I’m fine” he said pulling his hand but failed since Aiba’s grip grew stronger.
“But you eyes are-”
“Damn it, Aiba. Just get the hell away from me” he snapped. He felt Aiba’s hand jerking off his before turning to saw his head hanging down. When he saw Aiba’s teary eyes, he placed his hand at both side of Aiba’s head. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to yell at you. It’s just…” he stopped and before he knew it he was kissing Aiba, again. A deep and determine kiss. Out of their knowledge, some one was taking pictures from afar.
He came back to reality upon hearing whispering voices of people around them. Jun broke the kiss and used the chance to pulled Aiba into the building direct to his office. Shocked from Jun’s sudden action Aiba just let himself dragged by Jun. Jun didn’t realized how hard he pulled him until later he saw red mark on Aiba’s wrist.
Abruptly closing the door, Jun pushed Aiba up against the wall. He stood less than a foot away from Aiba, resting his right hand against the wall next to his shoulder. He can see Aiba’s terrified look due to his sudden move but he care less. Closing the distance between their faces, Jun whispered to him.
“Do you have any idea what you’ve done to me?” he stared directly into Aiba’s eyes.
Aiba shook his head slightly not fully recovered from the shocked. Jun closed his eyes before pressing close; keeping Aiba in place as he reached up took his lower lips in his mouth. He held his arms above him and swallowed Aiba’s shocked sounds. His mouth moved forcefully over Aiba’s, crushing and thoughtless. He sucked every inches of his mouth, recollecting the familiar taste. He stole every breath coming from Aiba’s lung as if to purposely drown him.
When Jun released Aiba’s arms to slide his hands under his shirt, Aiba grabbed his shoulder and tried to push him away. Hard for him, he obtained enough energy to resist Aiba’s attempt and pinned him down on the floor under him instead. He ignored the pleading and tears on Aiba’s face, focusing to satisfy his own desire. He was completely consumed by his lust for Aiba. Not until Aiba accidently kicked a vase next to his sofa, resulting a loud crash that Jun pulled away. A piece of the broken vase thrust into one of Aiba’s leg.
Seeing Aiba, motionless on the floor and gazing at him with tears in his eyes, he cursed himself. Realizing what he had done and about to do, Jun felt ashamed. He had never been so disgusted with himself, forcing someone like this. He grabbed Aiba’s elbow pulling him upward. He could not bear to look at the now trembling man. Aiba winced painfully as Jun pulled him up. Tried not to be obvious he hide his pain.
“Sorry, I didn’t-” he stopped as he saw trail of blood on the floor. He looked at Aiba with worried eyes. “What are you thinking…” he shoved Aiba onto the sofa and kneeled down in front of him. Aiba landed on the sofa losing his balance. Jun grabbed the first aid kit before trying to fold up Aiba’s pants.
“It’s ok. I’m fine” avoiding Jun’s touch, Aiba tried to stand up only to be pushed down again by Jun. Jun stared at him before spoke with soft tone. “Are you that afraid of me?” Aiba just looked down without answering his question. Since Aiba stop resisting, he resumed the treatment.
Silence never seems comfortable before. He gazed down at Jun, looking at his hands at work. His slightly perm black shiny hair tuck nicely behind his ears, how his face frowned when he nearly touch the spot, how his lips curved into smile as he sign in relieve. Suddenly, his eyes were looking through him, back to few years before. Every details, every movement, everything came altogether.
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He was standing in front of Aiba’s door for about half an hour now. He’d pressed the door bell several times before convincing himself that Aiba wasn’t home. He can’t go home so he decided to wait for Aiba. He curled against the wall next to the door, legs hugged against his chest. The strong wind making him shivered. Signing, he opened his phone and tried to reach Aiba again but only to be disappointed again.
He was awoken by the sound of a door slamming. Opening his eyes, he saw Aiba’s next door neighbor throwing out his trash. After nodding-apologetically to Sho, the neighbor entered his own house again. Sho didn’t realized when he’d fallen asleep. His body felt numb so he stood up and stretched his body. He pressed the door bell again just in case Aiba missed him, though he doubted it. No respond, he looked down to his watch, frowning and looked at the dim-lighted street.
As he decided to leave the building he heard car door slamming shut and saw Aiba’s figure coming out of the car, hand swung over his partner. Worried about the sight, he approached the couple to help. He smiled as he reached them. The other man look at Sho questionably before Aiba noticed him. Aiba loose himself from that man and swiftly shifted to Sho before introducing him to the other man.
“Ah~, Matsujun...This is Sho, my boyfriend…” unaware of the sudden introduction, Sho offered his hand to the man before turned promptly toward Aiba.
“EHHHH!?” Sho and Jun harmonized in their head.
-tbc-
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wuhuu..it's already chap 6...
way too many jun/aiba in here...
gotta focus on sakuraiba more on the next chap...
anyway enjoy and don't forget to give me your love...
<3 fara