scratch that
i got a "ok fuck you then, bye"

i didnt have work today like i thought.
sat at home.
thought.
called her at about 330.
told her.
she took it ok.
a few tears.
im glad i did it.
thank you angie for the threat.
it got me up.

reliving every moment

the greatest film

the smiles never end

i am here

no matter where you are

i am here

distance only makes the heart grow fonder

this is it...the moment of truth.

my feelings for angie are going to manifest into something physical.

this may not seem like a big deal.

but to me this is very painful.

i think of angel and i see christmas.

this is what keeps me going throughout the day.

That heart isn't really black, the candles just been blown out

I happen to have a match

The abbyss has a bottom, and at the bottom lies the sun

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wow...imma freakin schizoid. ive been spazing out over nothing, literally. i was bein weird and thats probably why she was acting the way she was. next time i gotta take a breather and count to ten. i dont think im that immature, i think i just play around at the wrong times. i really need to give her more credit. i was bein a freak, and she dealt ( Read more... )

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turns out this is going to be harder than i anticipated. its difficult talking to her when she's always got something better to do. i tried to find something for me to do, but i get wayy bored surfing. i said i was going to go to sleep, that got a short-lived rise out of her. i really wanted to but i guess i just wasnt tired enough. ive been ( Read more... )