(Smiled) And I Love You Too, Kyu...
Sequel to: (Sighed) I Love You, Hyung...
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
POV: Sungmin
I looked outside the window, spacing out. There were no leaves on the big tree next to my house. And the temperature was cold. For sure, winter was coming.
When I was a little kid, I hated winters because it gave my parents stress for busy worrying me. I didn’t like being a burden for them. But I needed love. So later, I started to like winters because in other seasons I didn’t get any attentions from anyone. Then I met you, and I hated winter again because I couldn’t play with you if a winter came.
And now that you left, I hated every season. I hated being alone, not having you by my side.
When would you get back? I knew you would. You loved me, didn’t you? Don’t even try to deny, I heard every single word you said when you were leaving. You confessed to me, right? You did kiss me, didn’t you?
Or you just did love me and now not anymore?
I hung my head low. My fingers were still working on the keyboard, but my heart was not into it anymore. I always wanted to cry when I played this piano. It reminded me of you. I always desperately hoped that you were here beside me, watching me playing.
Years passed, and now we both were grown men. I practised playing piano everyday, and honestly, I could finally bring myself to completely stop thinking about you. I joined a piano competition and unexpectedly I won the first place. I was now a famous musician in national range, known by a title “Spring Bassist, Summer Guitarist, and Autumn Pianist”.
“Sungmin sshi, why don’t you go cure yourself? It’ll better if you are able to perform anytime, including winter.” Eru, my first friend whom I met again in the church months ago, suggested.
I giggled. “Then I will lose my title or I have to handle one more instrument like drum or harmonica and be called ‘Winter Drummer’.”
But Eru forced me to go to a famous doctor in China. People said this doctor was able to cure any kind of disease. I frowned. Was Dr. Black Jack from anime appeared in reality?
I would be surprised if it was Dr. Black Jack, but in fact I got much more shock because it was you. You smiled, already knowing earlier that I would be your patient. During the medical treatment, you acted like you didn’t know me, even when I stared at you all the time.
“What’s wrong with my face, Hyung?” You sighed and asked.
Of course nothing was wrong with your face, Kyu. It was perfectly handsome. The only thing that was wrong was your nothing-happened act.
“Did you stop singing?” I managed to ask, recalling his promise.
You shook your head slightly. “I am working as a doctor, but I still do love singing.”
“Did you stop being my friend? You acted like strangers to me.”
“No, sorry, I just thought that perhaps you have forgotten me.”
“Did you stop loving me?”
You fell silent, before asking in a very soft careful tone. “How do you know I loved you back then?”
“You confessed yourself in the airport,” I noted.
“So you heard that. Well, Min hyung, I couldn’t really forget you. I was busy with my life. I did date some girls. But when it came to the person I loved, it was you, and it will always be. Now that you are a famous musician, and I am being a doctor, it’s understandable if you reject me. Not to mention we are both guys, and definitely you won’t...”
I smiled and cut your words with a quick chaste kiss. “I’ve been waiting the moment when I can say this. I love you too, Kyu...” Then you leaned to kiss me back, now longer and passionately.
Since then, although we lived in different country, different life, we kept ourselves invisibly engaged. No proofs like rings or anything, but we knew we belonged only to each other.
-End-
A/N:
It is a fail, isn't it? Of course. This is not a bit close to what I have planned before. It's because my little brother forced me to watch the anime Dr. Black Jack and suddenly this came to my mind. :p
I have some obstacles to write the real ending but I hope I can write it and make it as 'alternative ending' ~~
-or maybe I'll delete this entry?-
And thanks for reading. Comments are greatly appreciated~~
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
POV: Sungmin
I looked outside the window, spacing out. There were no leaves on the big tree next to my house. And the temperature was cold. For sure, winter was coming.
When I was a little kid, I hated winters because it gave my parents stress for busy worrying me. I didn’t like being a burden for them. But I needed love. So later, I started to like winters because in other seasons I didn’t get any attentions from anyone. Then I met you, and I hated winter again because I couldn’t play with you if a winter came.
And now that you left, I hated every season. I hated being alone, not having you by my side.
When would you get back? I knew you would. You loved me, didn’t you? Don’t even try to deny, I heard every single word you said when you were leaving. You confessed to me, right? You did kiss me, didn’t you?
Or you just did love me and now not anymore?
I hung my head low. My fingers were still working on the keyboard, but my heart was not into it anymore. I always wanted to cry when I played this piano. It reminded me of you. I always desperately hoped that you were here beside me, watching me playing.
Years passed, and now we both were grown men. I practised playing piano everyday, and honestly, I could finally bring myself to completely stop thinking about you. I joined a piano competition and unexpectedly I won the first place. I was now a famous musician in national range, known by a title “Spring Bassist, Summer Guitarist, and Autumn Pianist”.
“Sungmin sshi, why don’t you go cure yourself? It’ll better if you are able to perform anytime, including winter.” Eru, my first friend whom I met again in the church months ago, suggested.
I giggled. “Then I will lose my title or I have to handle one more instrument like drum or harmonica and be called ‘Winter Drummer’.”
But Eru forced me to go to a famous doctor in China. People said this doctor was able to cure any kind of disease. I frowned. Was Dr. Black Jack from anime appeared in reality?
I would be surprised if it was Dr. Black Jack, but in fact I got much more shock because it was you. You smiled, already knowing earlier that I would be your patient. During the medical treatment, you acted like you didn’t know me, even when I stared at you all the time.
“What’s wrong with my face, Hyung?” You sighed and asked.
Of course nothing was wrong with your face, Kyu. It was perfectly handsome. The only thing that was wrong was your nothing-happened act.
“Did you stop singing?” I managed to ask, recalling his promise.
You shook your head slightly. “I am working as a doctor, but I still do love singing.”
“Did you stop being my friend? You acted like strangers to me.”
“No, sorry, I just thought that perhaps you have forgotten me.”
“Did you stop loving me?”
You fell silent, before asking in a very soft careful tone. “How do you know I loved you back then?”
“You confessed yourself in the airport,” I noted.
“So you heard that. Well, Min hyung, I couldn’t really forget you. I was busy with my life. I did date some girls. But when it came to the person I loved, it was you, and it will always be. Now that you are a famous musician, and I am being a doctor, it’s understandable if you reject me. Not to mention we are both guys, and definitely you won’t...”
I smiled and cut your words with a quick chaste kiss. “I’ve been waiting the moment when I can say this. I love you too, Kyu...” Then you leaned to kiss me back, now longer and passionately.
Since then, although we lived in different country, different life, we kept ourselves invisibly engaged. No proofs like rings or anything, but we knew we belonged only to each other.
-End-
A/N:
It is a fail, isn't it? Of course. This is not a bit close to what I have planned before. It's because my little brother forced me to watch the anime Dr. Black Jack and suddenly this came to my mind. :p
I have some obstacles to write the real ending but I hope I can write it and make it as 'alternative ending' ~~
-or maybe I'll delete this entry?-
And thanks for reading. Comments are greatly appreciated~~