So I Confessed To You
Oneshot
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Oneshot
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
POV: Kyuhyun
I always wondered why I fell for you. I meant, Donghae's personality was my type, Siwon was perfect, Ryeowook had incredible voice, and even Heechul connected to me when it came to games.
Why of all people, it was you?
After being your seatmate for nearly a semester, I finally found out why I hated your so intimate friendship with Eunhyuk and often being nervous around you. I liked you. So I confessed confidently, knowing that you were also into men.
But you rejected me. You broke me entirely on the spot. You simply shook your head slightly, saying you were sorry that you couldn’t return my feelings. How could you? I was Cho Kyuhyun!!
I tried my best to make you worried and guilty for affecting me so much with your rejection. I talked less. I pretended not hearing others’ talk as if I had unfocused thought. I didn’t sleep at night thus I slept during the lesson. Well, the teachers didn’t really mind because they knew my score was always great. Unfortunately, my plan failed. It weren’t you who cared. It was Eeteuk, our beloved but too caring class leader.
I tried showing you my best ability. I studied harder and got my score for the following tests all hundred. I practised singing everyday so that my voice would be greater and very clear like a crystal. I styled my hair as cool as possible. I looked at you more lovingly than anyone could do. I even increased my wittiness level because you told me before that I was cute when I was witty. But still, it failed. It weren’t you who fell for me, instead I got more scary secret admirers and not so secret admirers who rained me with love letters and sweets.
My patience reached its limit. Instead of being sad, now I became angry with you. I wanted you to later beg on me to come back to you. I wanted to smirk when you looked at me confused as why I suddenly gave you cold shoulder, but I wanted to cry when you smiled sadly in understanding and left. I should be happy that finally I got your reaction, but in fact I wasn’t happy at all. It killed me slowly and painfully because now I couldn’t talk to you.
So I came to a decision which I thought could solve all the problems. I had to forget you. I had to erase this feeling and became friends with you again. You looked at me very confused this time because I suddenly got back to who I was before confessing to you. You didn’t ask, and actually I was grateful you didn’t because I didn’t know how to answer it.
And in fact, I couldn’t really forget you. I still did love you, but I didn’t ask for more. I tried to be contented enough for just being your friend. I hid the fact that I still hoped we could be together at the end. Perhaps that was everything shoud have been, that you weren't in my arms.
-End-
A/N: School is a torture. That's all.
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Oneshot
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
POV: Kyuhyun
I always wondered why I fell for you. I meant, Donghae's personality was my type, Siwon was perfect, Ryeowook had incredible voice, and even Heechul connected to me when it came to games.
Why of all people, it was you?
After being your seatmate for nearly a semester, I finally found out why I hated your so intimate friendship with Eunhyuk and often being nervous around you. I liked you. So I confessed confidently, knowing that you were also into men.
But you rejected me. You broke me entirely on the spot. You simply shook your head slightly, saying you were sorry that you couldn’t return my feelings. How could you? I was Cho Kyuhyun!!
I tried my best to make you worried and guilty for affecting me so much with your rejection. I talked less. I pretended not hearing others’ talk as if I had unfocused thought. I didn’t sleep at night thus I slept during the lesson. Well, the teachers didn’t really mind because they knew my score was always great. Unfortunately, my plan failed. It weren’t you who cared. It was Eeteuk, our beloved but too caring class leader.
I tried showing you my best ability. I studied harder and got my score for the following tests all hundred. I practised singing everyday so that my voice would be greater and very clear like a crystal. I styled my hair as cool as possible. I looked at you more lovingly than anyone could do. I even increased my wittiness level because you told me before that I was cute when I was witty. But still, it failed. It weren’t you who fell for me, instead I got more scary secret admirers and not so secret admirers who rained me with love letters and sweets.
My patience reached its limit. Instead of being sad, now I became angry with you. I wanted you to later beg on me to come back to you. I wanted to smirk when you looked at me confused as why I suddenly gave you cold shoulder, but I wanted to cry when you smiled sadly in understanding and left. I should be happy that finally I got your reaction, but in fact I wasn’t happy at all. It killed me slowly and painfully because now I couldn’t talk to you.
So I came to a decision which I thought could solve all the problems. I had to forget you. I had to erase this feeling and became friends with you again. You looked at me very confused this time because I suddenly got back to who I was before confessing to you. You didn’t ask, and actually I was grateful you didn’t because I didn’t know how to answer it.
And in fact, I couldn’t really forget you. I still did love you, but I didn’t ask for more. I tried to be contented enough for just being your friend. I hid the fact that I still hoped we could be together at the end. Perhaps that was everything shoud have been, that you weren't in my arms.
-End-
A/N: School is a torture. That's all.