I'm not afraid of rereading my fic, but I usually only do it once I've had some distance from it and can see what I need to improve. I...don't think I could really read it like I read what isn't mine. Maybe it's cause my memory's too good?
I obsessively reread my own fic. It's not for enjoyment (at least not the same way I enjoy other peoples fic) I just get hung up on it for about a week after I first write it. It runs through my head all the time. I dunno. And it helps me to write the next bit, like I'm psyching myself up.
I do have fun going back and reading my old stuff though, because it's almost as if someone else wrote it.
LOL I feel you, OP. I don't hate reading my own fic, but sometimes it's hard to silence my inner critic and I tend to be harder on myself than other writers. Still, when it comes to finding fic for one of my current OTPs, I'm pretty much it, so it's not like I have a choice lol.
I like reading my own writing...especially fanfic, because that's half the point of writing it in the first place :P And in some fandoms, you take what you can get. Judging by the comments here, you're far from alone!
I'm in a couple of small fandoms, and I like polyfic and threesomes. Quite often my stuff is all that's out there for a particular trio. I will, if I'm craving that particular triad, read my own fic, but it's never really satisfying.
Don't worry about whether the OP is you or not, the big question is: are you me? Because that is EXACTLY what I do! The whole writing-but-not-letting-anyone-else-see thing, I mean.
I like re-reading my own fic. My workplace tends to be slow with lots of down time and both lj and ff.net are blocked but Dreamwidth's not, so when I'm bored I just go onto my Dreamwidth and read my own fic. It passes the time, and puts me in the mood to write more :P
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I...don't think I could really read it like I read what isn't mine. Maybe it's cause my memory's too good?
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I do have fun going back and reading my old stuff though, because it's almost as if someone else wrote it.
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And I like reading some of my stuff, too. Its nothing to be embarrassed about.
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Although I'm constantly revising my scripts. Probably because there's more pressure there.
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I can do one better, though: I read my own fic, but I (for the moment) don't let anyone else read it. I am literally writing for myself.
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