i think i'm wasting every minute of my day doing stupid crap that's..um..stupid.

i should stop.

Use me for something useless..please.

Make me feel expendable.

Entirely worthless.

i dunno. No one even reads this anymore..Fuck.

::yawn::
::cough::
Fuck.

Fuck inspiration
Forget creation
Music isn't helping you
It doesn't know
what you've been through
It has no mind
The things it says
Are truly blind
Synthesis and melody
Music brings
No good to me

Well, it doesn't.

This is the final rusted nail
This is torture without fail
I pull it from beneath my skin
Metal shards are left within
Just let me stay and watch it drip
Silenced flesh, but it still rips
Plague my sickness
My perfect flesh
Blessed infections that don't exist

"You fucking touch me and i will rip you apart"

Is it really all just an act? Is ever misfortune played out as a lie? i really have to wonder if sometimes maybe certain people of importance are against me..i have to wonder if maybe they've some stupid plot to ruin me. Like they'd do anything to break up my plans and destroy everything i've worked on. Is it paranoia? No, i'm far from paranoid. No ( Read more... )

i wish you all would fuck off ( Read more... )

...Fuck it.