my gandma

[falsefiction]

 yesterday, i found out that my grandma phyllis is dead.

i have a lot of mixed emotions...in a way, i thought i was really prepared for this...but actually i am totally heartbroken about it.  it's going to be a really hard weekend. she was my last living grandparent and he death makes my family feel even smaller.  last year for christmas was the

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[bouncingfizgig]

:( i'm sorry for your loss, sarah. i hope that you find a healthy and fulfilling way to mourn your grandma. much love.

[daisygrl]

Oh, I am sorry, dear. It is a hard thing. Be easy with yourself.

[carve_me_a_rose]

I'm so sorry for your loss.
*hug*

[implicate]

i'm sorry sarah.
i had a similar experience when my grandma died late last year. she had alzheimers and had not been "there" for years. i had to mourn her years before she died and then again once she actually did. i didn't expect to miss her as much as i did once she was actually gone.
i'm thinking comfy thoughts for you & your family. <3

[shelley_p]

I'm very sorry sweetie.