Comments | fallingstar009: So I laid my head back down and I lift my hands and pray .. pray to be only yours ..

fallingstar009

So I laid my head back down and I lift my hands and pray .. pray to be only yours ..

Sep 22, 2005 22:34

Last night I was good. I chatted to Richie for a bit and we had our web cams on and he was doing something :P lol and my computer was being a real pain so I kept getting kicked off. I felt bad this one time. I said something and … I wasn’t really expecting a positive/ nice reply and him not responding to it got to me :-( also when I think of him ( Read more... )

basketball, work, cold, hyper, starbucks, nick, richie, arlz, hips, friends, weight

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smarties_2087 September 22 2005, 14:10:25 UTC

things like that always happen to me. there is every reason in the world to be happy and there is something missing..the bestthing so everything just falls to bits and you can't control your emotions because you feel like you should only be that happy with that person there and I think I am wayyy off but I guess this is how I feel and how I can at least relate to you a tiny bit if I do at all ( ... )

fallingstar009 September 24 2005, 02:30:21 UTC

:( yeah I do feel that way .. its like I am fine/ good but I can be better with him here.

Wow that is a big step you're taking. From a few posts that I read about Charles I'm guessing you gyus havent met yet.

Do you know anyone else in Canada (near to Charles)?

smarties_2087 October 12 2005, 15:23:38 UTC

I know many a LJ friend who live in Canada...doof

fallingstar009 October 12 2005, 23:24:11 UTC

yeah I know I read in one of your entries :)

doodledolly September 23 2005, 00:24:23 UTC

My hips have exploded over the past few months after eating very well lol It was kinda funny though, I mean one minute they weren't there and then... hello!

fallingstar009 September 24 2005, 02:10:29 UTC

I've always had big hips :-/ and having a tiny waist line sucks coz when I wear short tops it looks really very bad!

awehla September 23 2005, 08:43:34 UTC

So you had a daydream you and Rich were kissing? I'm sad you're evening ended like that and I agree with smartie_2087 that it's because you feel like you can't have a good time without Rich being there. But really you should let yourself have fun, you deserve it and why not try and think Rich would have liked this in a positive way rather than being sad he's not there. Think of it as something you can tell him about the next time you speak to him.

My hips are just two bones, it's weird as my bum is small, my hips are just bones but my boobs are big and my legs are chunky. My body is weird!

My friend Kirsty says in recent years she's become more womanly shaped so maybe that's what's happening to you, you should be glad!

Lisa
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fallingstar009 September 24 2005, 02:19:05 UTC

I did tell him about it, he just said "But I wasnt there!!"
The 1st thing that popped into my mind was -does he think it was some other guy?-

My boobs are so small. Smaller than my sisters (except Shakila she's still flat chested and she's 18 years old). I dont want to enlarge them though with silicon and such but if they were bigger I wouldnt worry about my tummy bulging out lol that just leads me to eat a less. I dont have a butt but I've never really bothered much with that.

awehla September 24 2005, 09:51:46 UTC

Well yeh that's what I like about having big boobs, my tummy looks smaller in comparison.

Lisa
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catbrains September 23 2005, 19:30:24 UTC

Eh, when I grow up I'm going to be fat. Right now I'm too skinny to be weighed by pounds. Grams is more like it.
My hips are not only going to explode, they are going to kill me.
Lets not be bums and watch our weights. lol

fallingstar009 September 24 2005, 02:12:27 UTC

What makes you think you'll get fat when you grow up?

I dont want to get fat just want to gain a little weight.