.. trouble with dreams is.. you never know when to hold on and when to let go ..

[fallingstar009]

To those who reads this … do you think about the future? Do you believe you will wake up tomorrow .. and the days to come and you know you will be able to do things that you've dreamt of? Have things that you really want

Comments

[awehla]

I'm guessing you aren't going to tell us the "insanely insane" thing in case someone sees your journal

[fallingstar009]

I was actually looking for your e-mail in your bio to tell you about that thing

[awehla]

My email address is awehla@yahoo.com and don't worry about long messages I am a quick reader.

Sounds like those people might have been dodgy like wanting girls to be prostitutes or something like that.

Are you still trying to see if you can go to university?

Lisa
x

[fallingstar009]

Yeah I think so too. I hope she doesn’t call me tomorrow. I’m going to take off my residence no. from my cv! I don’t want freaky people calling home.

Yes I am. I have been looking into Edge Hill College near Liverpool. I sent them an e-mail the 1st time and received a reply but it didn’t have all my qn’s answered so I sent them another one and still haven’t received a reply. Int’l students have to pay 6800 £ a year.
Are student loans available for International Students? Would I be able to get a job with pay if I were to study (and live on Campus)?

[trisha__]

I hope everything gets better for you and you work everything out soom.
Muah
Trisha

[fallingstar009]

Awe thanks xx *hugs*

[country_hick3]

im sry sami hugs i hope it all gets better i may call u soon to c how u are be strong

[fallingstar009]

I'll be getting a calling card soon :) I will give you a buzz soon x

[_heathie]

i don't know what to say. i love you though. -hugs- i hope you feel better soon. email me darling. <3

[fallingstar009]

I know I love you too xx *huggles*
Thank you for the reply to that last e-mail .. it made me feel a little better about things ... I want to talk to Richie about stuff but I dont think I can .. at least not right now. It would just screw things up now :( and I dont want that.

[_heathie]

-hugs- you`re welcome hun. i`m glad to help, if i did. i understand. it`s kind of a scary situation. but i do not believe it would screw things up more.
i love you.

[fallingstar009]

It is very scary :( negative thoughts are reviving itself in my mind :| I suck lol gosh I should like sit down and type out a long nice mail to him. And just hope it doesnt lead to something bad :(