a study in pink, and the mirror moment;

Mar 24, 2012 20:53

This was intended as a form of introduction for the S2 meta, but after several rewrites of it it simply didn't seem to fit, so I'm putting it up now, perhaps as a prologue. See, ASiP remains my favourite episode pretty much on par with TRF, and I find the echoes between both of these episodes to be fascinating, but upon closer reflection ASiP ( Read more... )

characterization issues, so much tl;dr i'm sorry, oh dear what is this, what is this work you speak of, i just have a lot of feelings, they are the best boys, meta is my middle name, sherlock, sherlock bloody holmes

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shadowfireflame March 25 2012, 08:22:23 UTC
He tries constantly; tries to determine him through definitions…

And that’s the issue and the delight, isn’t it-that Sherlock doesn’t fit nicely into any definition. He’s a bunch of walking contradictions (Sherlock who looks as though he craves sentiment even as he claims to detest it).

I love how you pointed out John’s trust issues. This is the first time I’ve thought about that, John having trust issues before Sherlock, and then Mycroft telling him he’s very loyal very quickly-which, yeah, doesn’t exactly scream trust issues to me, but clearly it’s just that John hadn’t found Sherlock, his exception, yet.

…John's the one who's just shot a man in cold blood and smiles pleasantly afterwards, giggling at a crime scene of his own making; overall they're both completely insane.

Just keep heaping on the John-is-a-BAMF proof, please. I seriously can never get enough of that. Donovan may have been warning the wrong person about standing over bodies that they had put there…

But, yes, yes, oh God, yes to everything you’ve said here. This ( ... )

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falling_voices March 25 2012, 14:25:02 UTC
Absolutely. I think John is always attempting to make Sherlock fit his words, but the reason why he never manages to, and so keeps writing about him, is that Sherlock doesn't fit any words. Sherlock is always larger than the stories John will write about them: there'll always be some details that slip past the radar because they have to, like, say, the gun in John's hand when Hope fell dead at Sherlock's feet.

Regarding John's trust issues: I think they're part of the reason why he takes to Sherlock so fully and absolutely once he makes the decision to stick to him (i.e., to save his life even if it means putting himself in danger of being arrested). It's all or nothing, with John: he distrusts his therapist and Mycroft alike, even though they both have entirely opposite interpretations of him, and it's fairly obvious that he keeps himself understated with Stamford, keeps himself repressed. Sherlock disrupts all this. He makes John's own words escape him - Brilliant! Amazing! - and John is left with a choice: either trust Sherlock ( ... )

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maikichelorrain March 26 2012, 07:22:34 UTC
And it, it doesn't have to be romantic love; it doesn't have to be the kind of love that goes with snogging on the couch; but it is the kind of love that causes two men who have nothing in common beyond a mutual liking for intelligent corpses to spend the rest of their lives together, to adore each other even after they're old and grey. Because they will; they will. They have. That's the thing. We already know how this is going to go. We already know how this ends.

This is the best description of their relationship ever ^^

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falling_voices March 26 2012, 14:06:29 UTC
Aw, shucks. ♥ I'm glad you think so.

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augustbird March 26 2012, 07:32:54 UTC
i feel a little bit like john staring at sherlock as sherlock rattles off fifteen deductions without pause, all drawn from the most minute of details. and there's also a good part of me grabbing my computer screen and shaking it and shouting "oh my god this is so obvious, how had i not seen it before??reading this meta & then the comments--god all of it just convinces me more and more of how much they have to be in love with each other--the stupid kind of reckless love that only two extremely fucked up kindred souls can find in each other. because god, and i say this with the utmost fondness, they are so incredibly fucked up, paradox laid on paradox (soldier-doctor, genius-child, warm-tea-crackshot, approval-seeking-no-friends, self-destructive-steady-state) and this is exactly why i find them endlessly fascinating, why i love writing them so much because i always think that something's gotta give, there's going to be an explosion in any story if i wait patiently enough ( ... )

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augustbird March 26 2012, 07:35:55 UTC
BUT THEN I HAD TO ADD THAT

i have a lot of feelings about the dynamic between the two of them that shifts from season 1 to season 2 so omggggg i absolutely cannot wait for the rest of your meta, like, EDGE OF SEAT WONDERING HOW OFTEN I CAN PRESS F5 WITHOUT SEEMING TOO DESPERATE sort of cannot-wait. :D

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falling_voices March 26 2012, 18:54:08 UTC
I think you should never stop telling me your feelings about Sherlock and John. Like, ever. Ever. Because this, this:

they are so incredibly fucked up, paradox laid on paradox (soldier-doctor, genius-child, warm-tea-crackshot, approval-seeking-no-friends, self-destructive-steady-state) and this is exactly why i find them endlessly fascinating, why i love writing them so much because i always think that something's gotta give, there's going to be an explosion in any story if i wait patiently enough.

This is everything I always try to convey in my own writing, and, I think, constantly fail at doing right; they're both, yes, paradoxes in their own right, and supernovas in their own right, too: they don't quite fit their original characterization, except they do, because they are made of contradictions, and it's - it's like Moffat and Gatiss and Thompson have taken all the incongruities and inconsistencies that have accumulated in the Holmes books because of ACD's lack of care or issues with consistent characterization, and have made ( ... )

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mistyzeo March 27 2012, 12:47:59 UTC
John's first instinct would be, IMO, to get him inside and touch him all over before even coming around to helping him, hugging him, or punching him.

afkd;ahgk;dakgl;sd touching

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mistyzeo March 27 2012, 12:41:05 UTC
I like the way you think! This is such an interesting way to approach their relationship, and I love it. Their need for each other is so epic!

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falling_voices March 28 2012, 17:10:54 UTC
They are stupidly dependent on each other for their own happiness, really. ASiP sets this up beautifully. :D and then TRF rolls around and it gets heartwrenching.

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pmpatg May 28 2012, 19:32:58 UTC
Ok first off, HOLY HELL WE’RE IN THE SAME FANDOMS AGAIN HELLO LET ME SCREAM FOREVER

Second, HOLY HELL YOU’RE WRITING THESE HUGE THINGS THAT I CAN READ FOREVER ABOUT THE EPISODES HELLO LET ME SCREAM FOREVER

And technically there’s just a lot of screaming going on around here.

ANYWAYS I would say hi but you probably don’t even remember who I am and I don’t want to freak you out by making you think, “Who the fuck even is this weirdo.” So I’ll refrain myself if refrain is even a suitable word for this situation ( ... )

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falling_voices June 3 2012, 14:23:55 UTC
totally late for this reply! apologies.

Of course I remember you, dude. Massively long reviews + capslock? yeaaaah. I didn't know you were in Sherlock fandom! I, aha, I've been around for nearly two years, so. Yeah.

TBH, I think ASiP is the episode where they both fall inexorably for each other - regardless, again, of the name you give to their affection, be it romantic love or platonic life-sharing or bromance or charismatic attraction (I will defend to my death the concept that John is attracted to Sherlock, even if said attraction isn't sexual but mental, even if it's a physical pull), because I doubt anyone can deny they're the first and most important person in each other's lives - but I like your radio station analogy, because yes, that's it exactly. They change each other's lives in the space of a gunshot, in the span of time it takes Sherlock to look over and see John standing calmly amidst the police cars that're all there for him, all the policemen that would arrest him if they only knew he'd been the sniper, holy shit, ( ... )

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pmpatg June 4 2012, 05:40:39 UTC
AHAHAHAHAHA WOOPS I SEEM TO BE DEVELOPING A PATTERN I am sorry caps are just really honestly the way I normally talk and I get extra nervous around people I like and people I admit and when I get nervous I tend to get EXTRA SHOUTY AND REALLY REALLY RAMBLY LIKE I AM DOING RIGHT NOW AHAHAHAHA OK STOP ( ... )

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falling_voices June 9 2012, 15:25:52 UTC
OH MAN THIS IS EMBARRASSINGLY LATE HELLO I may be struggling on my final dissertation and generally not really remembering things right now, you've been warned

The books ♥ ngl I adore the canon!fandom - there's been some gorgeous fic written, and I may throw recs at you if you want some, because, like, there's so much stuff. It's an amazing fandom and it deserves alllll the greatest writers.

But yes! John is generally infatuated with Sherlock from the moment he sees him, whichever 'verse they're in, and I think that's the greatest thing about Sherlock, is how they show that this, this adoration they have for each other, this instant trust and regard for each other, is mutual and very much intensely shared by both partners in the equation, because I doubt they can ever do anything without each other, after this, they've pretty much dug their way inside each other's chests and will refuse to be dug out again (except they are, and they will, because TRF and wow hello that episode made me very emotional, what gives). But canon!Watson is ( ... )

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