extreme sadness and pain

[fallacyoflove]

I havent been near a computer in a long while again and the only reason I'm on is to post my sadness. My father, my daddy, died on tuesday night at 4:50. He was my hero, my strength, and my inspiration to do great things. I was able to say good - bye and hold his hand, but the pain of my heart breaking is almost to much to bear. I don't think I

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I'm sorry love

[drippingclaws]

Tuesday then is truly a sad day. My sympathy hun. Your dad was pretty great. I still remember the first time I met him. I was looking to irk him...Always was at that time. How is your mom? Call me if you still have my cell. Otherwise I could try and figure out a code you might understand. Take care and don't be afraid to get ahold of me.

-D

:(

[vaelek]

Not much else to say that we didn't cover on the phone other than that really sucks :( Didn't want to mention it at the time but thought you might want to know that both my uncle Rick and grandpa Weiler died last year. I had just re-paid the 2 g's about 2 months before hand which I'm really glad I did now. Nobody ever bothered to tell me about either one, my ma found out from someone and I found out the day we moved to the new place, which was also the same day Hazey got out. Ok, this is supposed to be about you not me so... I hope you and your ma and your brother are doing ok. If you ever need to talk or whatever you've got my number.

Hang in there.
-j

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[drippingclaws]

Whoa...I didn't know...Ace is gone...? And just today I was talking with someone about Paula Abdul...He was the one that got me hooked on that girl...I'm sorry I'm a little shattered right now...

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[vaelek]

Yea it was like 3 days after I went down to pay my grandpa back. He was in kemo and all that shit pretty hard core I guess. Last time I saw him was the day we moved to broadway. Shitty part is the money I gave my grandpa was supposed to get used for his treatment. I was contemplating stopping over since the that was the last time I saw my dad also. Kindof kicking myself in the ass now for that one.. 3 damn days later... From what I was told apparently he was outside for some reason and I don't know if he fell or passed out or what but my dad found him outside the next morning and he had frozen to death. I won't deny that he could be kindof sleazy at times but he was always genuine and probably the best person out of that whole bunch.. ONly one who really ever saw anything in me. He wore it all on his sleave, 100%, every day. I don't know what if anything is still left,, if I ever get back in touch with my dad I think I want to try and get ahold of his old 12 string. Minus fish it was probably one of the only things that meant anything

Re: :( oh honey

[fallacyoflove]

why didn't you tell me? Jim, I am sooo sorry. He was such a friendly man. Seemed to be strong and sassy. Im sorry for such a horrible sadness. I don't get on here very often anymore- no comp. - Just read the post from you and dave... I truly, sincerely hope you are doing okay.
I'm hanging in there, although it's one thing after the other, so I feel as if Im on the brink of insanity. My ma is hanging in there, but often says she doesn't want to do it without him. Things are pretty sad and hopeless feeling right now. I hope it gets easier soon. I had started to do okay for myself again and I just keep getting kicked down.
Lord, please help me now i need some serious strenghth and guidance

[fallacyoflove]

oh yeah - you do kinda suck for seeing drews house...did you at least get a picture?