i feel like shit. i look like shit. im too fucking tired to be awake. and i have way too much work to be done by, say, tuesday. aint [life] grand ( Read more... )

im NOT having a good day ( Read more... )

i honestly feel like crying, now. i had written so much. i very much dislike internet explorer. i very much dislike public computers. i wish the damn thing actually copied! it CUT, but why didnt it COPY? i am very discouraged, now ( Read more... )

"they just stand there like this they cross their arms and stare you down and drink and moan and dis ( Read more... )

[iloveher ( Read more... )

hey! guess what. i get to see brandi this weekend!!!!! yay! and she makes me so0o happy!

and just two weeks till i see sean.

but im more happy to see brandi! yay! :D

so0o, basically, i get an "aww how sweet" from brandi. she just hasnt read my response to her response yet to figure it out ( Read more... )

why do i do this? i like him...not supposed to. and i like her...i really shouldnt. wtf?! i hate this crap.

this is for jeff. who i know never reads this anymore. but i dont know how else to get it out to him or to anyone without putting it here.Honey why are you calling me so late ( Read more... )

"i fucked up one time and nothing lasts forever. i fucked up your life and nothing lasts forever. ill never be happy. ill never be anything i want. ill never be happy. ill never be anything ( Read more... )