never in my life have i felt so worthless...

if ur goal was to hurt me, then u've succeeded...

"after a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and changing a soul ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

well here i am in dallas... i'm at work right now. all the stuff i have to do here is super easy. wow, office jobs are the best. and everyone's friendly, and i don't have like super long hours either. i've been really busy since i've been here. i've only been able to go shopping like twice since i've been here and not even for that long... but when ( Read more... )

well today was nice, got to hang out with art and his b/f and hang out with john and his brothers and drink a lil. hmmmm well last week i went through my whole graduation ceremony, it was really cool... i got to see some of my friends from school, and it was just so cool seeing me and john all dressed up and graduating hehe. oh oh oh, and nebraska ( Read more... )

wow, time flies... me and john have been together for 6 months and 1 week lol, crazy! but anyways... yesterday i bought my graduation dress and shoes, and omg it's so cute! i also saw my invitations, they won't be ready till friday though. but they're really cute and so unique. and tomorrow i go take my graduation pictures. hehe im so excited. oh ( Read more... )

so just got home from ana's. not really tired suprisingly... *shrug*. well i no longer work at golden corral... got sick of it. and now i babysit for my friend ana, she has three kids, but they're all really good kids so it's not hard at all. plus, $380 every two weeks is alot better than $200 every two weeks (around what i was getting at golden ( Read more... )

damn i haven't written in here in a long time... i guess i've just been too busy. so yeah i've been pretty busy getting all my school stuff together, it's a bitch cuz everyone gives you the run around, wtf?! but yeah i'll be starting college in the fall semester... kinda scared but i think i can hack it. so yeah i'm still looking for a different ( Read more... )

so yeah i havent been writing in here much. bleh. i've been busy working and what not, damn i get alot of hours now, which is cool cuz that means i have more money to spend. this past weekend started off so cool. friday i went to mulligans with john, osker, chris, jake, tamara, and some other people and we were drinking and hanging out, it was so ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm finally done with school! and it feels sooooo good, i can't wait til college... and wow i can't believe i have like 5 or 6 months of "vacation". i'm still working and all, not full time, so i'm definetly gonna be having lots of fun! i'm so glad i'm working daytime shift now it's so not as stressful at all, and i get more hours now! oh ( Read more... )