A lot of people say that family is suppoed to be there for you no matter what happens. No matter how low you get, someone of your blood will be there to help you pick up the pieces.

I wish I could find that person and shoot them in the face many many  times...

As soon as I got off work I headed directly to my Aunt and Uncles house because they ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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I hate myself sometimes. Well, I hate the things that I do, which makes me hate myself. I'm tired of letting my reactions come from behind walls. Why can't the things that I feel come out without being convoluted? Why can't I just let myself be loved. Every single time someone decent and caring comes along, I push them away. I hate it.  Well, I do ( Read more... )

I picked up the applications for GS-TL and Electronics specialists today. I probably should get around to filling them out. I was thinking about something else though. I should just keep my job on the pricing team and work somewhere else part time. I'd be making more money and more hours. I need to find something that doesn't require a lot of ( Read more... )

FOR VICTORY AND FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MYESS.... We just finished replacing my axle (again.) In a little bit I get to test it out. Let's hope that it doesn't end up like last time. I don't want to walk through Cross Gates to Meaghan's house covered in grease and sweat again. *shudders* I love my new desktop theme. *grins ( Read more... )

I had the most wonderful night tonight. It was the first time in a very long time that I've actually been stress free. I didn't have to worry about anything. No one was pulling me away. I was doing something that I actually wanted to do. I didn't have to convince myself that I would enjoy it. It was bliss ( Read more... )

Why does everything have to be double-edged? Every time something begins to grow, it fails and perishes. You pour so much into something. Go against everything that's been told to you- hoping that maybe...just maybe you can overcome the odds. Why are we meant to fail ( Read more... )

Why is my computer typing in bold? I don't know. Meh...who cares. It might not even post in bold. Then, people would be wondering why I was typing this in the first place. "Why is he talking about bold print?" They would say. And Meaghan would answer, "...because he's high..."

I remember what I was going to type earlier...I can't believe I haven't ( Read more... )

I don't remember what I was going to write. lol

Howdy everyone. Here's some quizzes. I don't feel like typing anything.

Falcon Darkstar

Your Dominant Thinking Style:
ExploringYou thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name ( Read more... )