Some people can sit there pretending they're fine when no one else is quite as vulnerable...
How this is possible i have no idea- Indeed life can be fucking crazy and insane but at the same time it's that craziness and that exect insaneness that makes this ride worth while-
My aunt is in the hospital and looking around in the emergency waiting ( Read more... )

My first topic of the day- Tawnya- hehe hun, you are the most down to earth girl! im so glad you can see what not many people can see and that's love! thanks for always makin me realize that me and justin are great together- and about Andy- you're an amazing friend! he's lucky to have you!!!

Justin came into work today and i just wanted to run to ( Read more... )

<3 Valentines day* the biggest hallmark holiday known to man... but still the most romantic- yes even when you can't talk and your throat hurts like a mother...  when just a card can bring tears to your eyes and a smile to your face. I haven't felt this way for anyone.... ever- "when i said i love you i meant i'd love you forever"- those words!!! ( Read more... )

<3Love at its Finest<3

Yes you heard me...

well today we lost to holland but we're still in third so that's pretty titties- this #32 girl though... the pushing... yes on purpose... really kills me- i wanted to fucking jack her in the face* So i was really upset today at the game. other than mrs. myers making me sick to my stomach of her bitching~ ( Read more... )

I could lie and say how highschool is a blast or i could come right out and say i think it's a bunch of bull shit- of course it's fun to party- everyone loves it right? but when you start doin the he said/ she said bull shit it tears what's supposed to be the best of friends apart. today we started new classes- i miss being with Justin fourth block ( Read more... )

So of course the first half of school is over- i wish i was in the senior class able to have a fresh start... already it's like im messing things up with Justin... It's like i have waited 3 years for this to finally happen and the only thing i can dwell on is his past relationships and how im so jealous of what he had* Of course i hate her for ( Read more... )

So for this Christmas season it seemed as though every where i looked it was people shopping and buying things for others. thinking that that would satisfy them- the stores were insane- the people were crazy as though they were running out of time until the world was going to end. No one realized that we express all this stress over a holiday when ( Read more... )

*Happy Early Birthday To Rachel Marie Incorvia*

So sit back, relax, and think about this=> everyone you see... everyone you talk to. Do you really know them?- do you honestly know how they feel- what they do everyday- their intrests and their fears? You really don't do ya? Sometimes i wonder what people see when they look at me- Some see a girl ( Read more... )

I can't even get over how good this Tim Mcgraw and Nelly song is... honestly i dont know what's up with me lately but my life just sucks a big cock lately.

Mr. Kohl makes me want to kill myself... literally* i had no idea that one person could make me feel like such shit. i look at him and i want to laugh but i just want to bawl my eyes out at the ( Read more... )

 because my last name isn't rutcowski my life is shit during the winter. How dare i play volleyball instead of soccer.... HOW DARE I NOT BE A DYKE* i have been in basketball since 1st grade- FIRST GRADE! i have loved it forever... as a stress reliever and just as an activity to spend my time doing- my freshman year was unbeatable. understandable ( Read more... )