its been a truley eventful week i have been to the hospital twice. the most recent was for my daughter who was really sick for a couple of days running really high fevers that i couldnt get down no matter what i did. i found out that she had a bad ear infection and she is doing much better now but i was freaking out for a couple of days because i ( Read more... )

the last few days have been really weird for me i htink that i am just in an off mood but everything just feels like its not right anymore. nothing extremely odd has happened but something is definitly different ( Read more... )

ah the end of another work week that seemed to never end. i have the next three days off yay i am going to try and catch up on some much needed sleep. i got a small babysitting job on the mornings that i am off so that should bring in a few extra dollars during the week. i know that this getting paid eery two weeks stuff sucks i am out of money and ( Read more... )

i called my dad today just to keeep in touch and so he dont get to pissed off at me. well he tells me about a referral that he has for a job. pays 14 dollars an hour full benefits and its full time. sounds great yeah but the huge catch is that its with delphi. they are taking the employees that have been there for a while because they dont want to ( Read more... )

its been a long last few days i have been working everyday for five days straight and its really taking its toll on me. i was offered an extra day this wek so i took it because i could really use the money right now and i didnt realize how much that extra day would wear me out. i still havent gone to sleep after working last night i am trying to ( Read more... )

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yay! i finally figured the damn thing out, not like i really put much effort into it before but i figured out how to sucessfully upload a picture on to this damn site. i know that i should be sleeping right now but i seem to be stuck on this third shift schedule and i am not really feeling all that tired at the moment. the baby is fast asleep. she ( Read more... )

so my daughter is starting to do some of the cutest things now. today she was rolling around on the floor and stared at me and went dadadadadadadadada it was cute but slightly disturbing at the same time considering that i would like her to babble mamamamamama. i know that shes only babbling and not really trying to say any words yet but i thought ( Read more... )

i was never looking for sympathy in my last post i dont care if anyone responds i just have to vent i said early on in my posts that i didnt care if people read it or what they thought. i am not thorwing myself a pity party i needed a place to vent and i choose not to make it private. i am a very closed off person i dont like to tell people how i ( Read more... )

yay. another holiday. i have learned since i have been out of my parents house that i am not much for celebrating holidays, and the fact that i have been in a foul mood the last few days contributes to my lack of easter spirit. i am not planning on doing much today but trying to catch up on some sleep. my sister had the baby for the last two days ( Read more... )