She lives.

[faemous]

This week has been so draining emotionally, that I finally broke down a little bit today. Well, that was also because I forgot to take my antidepressants for two days (I am ASTOUNDED at the difference it makes when I don't take them), but also it's legitimately been crazy

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[snuzzie]

Awww Fae. I know we say this EVERY time and it's my fault, but you should IM me just to talk and especially when you feel this way. It's sometimes nice to have someone to talk to who ... isn't involved in the situation and who loves you for just being you, you know?

And I doooooooo love you. And I really really hope to see you again this summer because it's one of the things I've come to look forward to ALL year.

But you should focus on all of the people who DO care about you and how you've come so SO far from where you were. Both in school and with friends and with life. I'm seriously so proud of you. ♥

[faemous]

I've been even worse than usual about imming recently. Legitimately the only person I talk to on IM is Jessie, and that's because she's excellent about imming me. But I will, because I miss you and I love talking to you, and I'm sorry that I've been such a terrible friend for such a long time.

My dad gave me a $200 gift card for Christmas, and I was thinking for the longest time what I should do with it. I was thinking of maybe getting a new digital camera, because mine is broken, or a GPS so I can go on adventures and never get lost, but a few days ago it dawned on my. I'm using it to come visit you in June. Of course I am. It's the hugest duh that ever duh'd.

Thank you my love. Things have been amazing the last few weeks and I'm so glad that I decided to come back here. One of the best decisions I've ever made.

♥

[snuzzie]

Oh don't worry. I've been a terrible friend too. I've been so busy IRL and with RPing and stuff and then every time I DO think to IM you, I think you're away or idle, so then I don't. It's just a vicious circle and we're both to blame. But we should definitely break out of it. Whatever happened to our pen pal idea? :O

slkdfjlksjdf YES! Another great adventure in June is a must. Even if it's the only time we get to see each other, I feel like it's always ALWAYS worth it. Especially as we get to know each more and more IRL. Like we did last year and it was FABULOUS. This year will be even better and we can have different adventures than we did last year. :3

It was definitely the right place and right time for you. Sometimes you need that break to clear your mind. And then when that break is done, you realize. Oh WAIT. That's what I should have been doing all along.

I'm so glad that was true for you. ♥ ♥

[faemous]

I totally understand. And I failed at the penpal idea, because I planned on sending you a letter with a Christmas card, which I never got around to actually sending, because I fail. But I will write you a letter. Soon.

I'm excited already. ♥

Thank you, my love. ♥♥♥.

[nickelodeon]

Midlife crisis at 22?

[faemous]

Let's call it a quarter life crisis. I'd rather live to at least 88 rather than only 44.

[nickelodeon]

Heh, I know. I didn't mean it like that.

[faemous]

Haha I know. I was being facetious. ♥